It's a sad shame Mother's with only their son's name's and photographs of when they used to laugh and play dumb games, lifes a waste, she sits alone over grey days, she always used to smile she thouoght you'd be seeing old age, "WHY" she prays "I thought I raised him the right way" but now it seems the lord has deemed him worthy of his gates, "Why not me? I've had enough of this misery, take me now I don't wanna live in this cold place and I can't wait to see his face back in my heart space and I can't take all of this pain here in this dark faze, when I go please spare me the cryin and the drama queens, just let me go home to my son thats all my spirit needs and I don't want flowers and hymns and I don't want to lay on my sins I lived it only for him, would I do it again? Nah coz where my son is there's a great gift, knowing you always will have the lord's lift".

To all Mothers or Fathers, sisters, Brothers, anybody that's lost somebody, life is important and far too many of us take what we have for joke, think about how your mother would feel if you were no longer here or think about how YOU would feel after losing a child, I wrote this as a dedication to the mother of a friend of mine, she asked me if I could express the way she feels through rap and this is the end result, it's also the way I would probably feel if my own son had been taken from me by mindless violence.

Please re-asses a situation before you go in all guns blazing, the consequences are painful to all involved, you don't want somebody else's soul torturing you when you sleep!

Pariz-1 xx