Ever have one of those days when reality just smacks your face hard and the sting just stays around? well thats today, I cant get over how stupid i have been lately. Its amazing what lies people will beleive when they are lonely! Yea thats me, did I mention anywere i am attracted to liers! lol sometimes even married liers!  how they "love you" im wondering if they ever knew what that word ment! well after my reality smack today, I know now that this affair shit is not for me.  I am not dealing with excuses, I have heard more excuses in the last 3 weeks than i have in my whole 10 years of being married to an alcholic abusive husband! so screw it. I will be alone and happy until i find Mr. Right!! not her Mr. " She thought he was right" . And one more thing, WOW i feel so much better just writting it all down for everyone in god's green earth to read!

nanc