cause i just want to be angry at you and i cant.
cause i dont want to feel like this anymore
cause jealously makes me sick in my head
cause you hate.
i dont want to be the bad guy
but i am
its like you took me and removed all the flaws so you can love it,
is it love?
I want to eternal sunshine you
cause there is no fuckin happy end
cause your memories are worth nothing to me.
but they stay and rot and ache and burn and rip
and its my fault
cant deny or lie or squirm around it
i hold fast at one blame
one freedom i have
one you cant take
i told you from that beginning day
i destroy and demolish
and one day you'd be another name
that hated me
you didnt listen and now your just another festering pain