oh this day, by the way, this is julie writin this, has been rather unsettling for me...but at the same time i do what i do ....broken day.......kids....myself.....family......i don't think i want the rain to go away...that way i don't feel guilty stayin under the covers all day.......Alcohol is my down fall...I just can't help myself..i don't take it from the middle or even the top i just grab it from the bottom shelf......the other day i was feelin fine...when a friend of mine stopped by with some homemade wine....we helped ouselves to a couple of glasses and the next thing we knew we were fallin on our asses.....Alcohol is our down fall....we just can't help ourselves....i just can't help myself....I gotta run...here comes the sun...