It's killing me not to call you / or tell you  how I feel / this seems so overwhelming / even though it's not really real

It's only an illusion / of who I think I am / and who I think you are / but because of that illusion / we can't be friends at all

If loving you now means leaving / then I leave with all my heart / its not just about what i want or don't want / its about your healing heart

Loving you like this hurts / but I do it everyday / I do it willingly / knowing that you need me to walk away

Once all this is over / and my eyes have fully cleared / I know I won't regret it / it won't be as I'd feared

All I want / is to do no more harm / one day I want to see you again / there in His arms