so its officially 4 days to go....and im getting excited....but at the same time nervous....im so worried i've forgotten sumthing...cos i no i'll be really p'd at myself if i have!

and the bad dreams r not helping...im so fearing that people will cancel....i no its dumb...but last year, we were having a braai for my birthday...and that morning...i got a phone call that my cousin had died...so ja...i had a dream the other nite that my god mother told me the day before that her n her mother werent coming, then i asked her sister, n she said the whole family wasnt coming...i just started crying....and i woke up crying...it was horrible...

but anyway...im in a REALLY good mood....so ja...

i feel like dancing on the tables....mmm....wonder wat my boss will think....