Current mood:
cynical
Category: Romance and Relationships
My Life is much more like a movie named "A Lot Like Love". In this case, it called Holiday Romance relationship.
Holiday Romance is when two people come to see each other on a holiday, they spending time together, they do things together, they go to beaches, they go to camping on the mouatian, they sharing bed, they kisses or even having sex. Sex may lead to a serious talk, agood interesting talk will lead to interest in that person, that will lead to more compliated things later. It sound a lot like 'love' but it is not.
As things goes well, then time of happiness is up. And that is it, times up for Holiday Romance, for this short relationship. They may be or may be not ''continue''. There might be another Holiday Romance come along, to repeat this sick clyce again and again. But no matter how many time you experienced it, when it come to the end--it hurts anyway.
Holiday Romance is like...
- Rain = rain is believed as thing that will wash away all the pain
- Cloud = whenever I look at those white clouds, i feel relive.
But these two will never stay long enough for you, they will blew by the wind, rain will be gone to another area and cloud will change its shapes when the wind blow.
Holiday Romance is like...
- Sand = sand is white and soft. It is comfortable to lie down, to relax.
But if you pour the water on the sand, it would not hold the water no matter how many liters or tons, it just went through the sand just like my feeling that went through them like invisible wind.
Sad, isn't it ? But it nothing much I can do about that. I enjoyed it, I still be friend with them even though they will just come and gone. Happiness always come with sadnes, so, all I can do after I enjoy those time, accept the pain and get along.
I am strong enough to get through these that goes on and on, over and over again. I am big enough to welcome them back anytime they want to (or sometime I ask them to come back to me.) I do not feel like I am being used because they relieve my loneliness (at least for a while) from my shitty daily routine.
Sadly, my life has no such a happy ending like the movie named " A Lot Like Love", (yet.)
Paul Sprite
Click this to see A Lot Like Love:This part is the most obviously about Holiday Romance. He came to see her with all the problems he had but all he expect is just someone to talk to. However, she don't even know how to deal with her own life but she is still willing to help him. They both enjoy spending time together, they feel comfortable around each other. The morning came and he had to go--can you notice that she look away out of the car's window, just to hide her sadness about this leaving. All they could do was act cool, but he would never know how much it hurts her inside, and so did she know what was going on with his mind, because they don't speak out, but that because they dont want to ruin their friendship.
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Best I Ever Had
By Vertical Horizon
Release date: 27 November, 2001 |
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