I suddenly woke up automatically today at 8.30 am as I thought it was Saturday that I have to get ready for Italian class, and 8.30 am for Saturday is already late according to my schedules. But no, it is not Saturday but it's Monday. I opened my bed room door and make sure no one is inside the house, then I closed it and I shout the word "FUCKKKKKKK" out loud.


It's Monday already, my weekend gone. Pleaseeeeeeee at least a day off ?

Dude, it totally sucks to be me these days, I work and study 7days/a week. Especially, Wednesday and Thursday is the worst of it. Since I have to get up at 6am on Wednesday and go to class at 8.30am for a boring Pronunciation Class. Then, in the afternoon, the worst class I have ever had in my whole life; 'Listening and Speaking 1'. At 5.00 pm, I will be heading to Wall Street where I got such a good paid job but not so-enjoying-work these days. I got home around 11.30pm and by the time I get ready for work it would be at least 1 am. And the next things I know---

--Here it comes, Thursday, I got up at 6am and have class from 8.30 am until 6pm (Advanced Reading, Psychology, Listening and Speaking-Lab) Friday is alittle better because I have only one subject in the afternoon.

My weekend, I spend my whole Saturday on Italian and a little bit time for a movie in the evening (love you). However, Sunday to Tuesday I work at Wall Street.

This cycle must be repeated at least until the end of December.

It always sad to woke up on Monday and realized that your weekend is gone. Normally, I will just open my eyes and go back to sleep alittle longer , thinking "Ohh, it's Monday already" but today I somehow lose control since I even aware in my sleep that I must not be late for class/work. I am only 19 yso, I think I deserved something a little better than that, at least a day off, but there is no one to blame because it all my choices.

Most people hate Monday morning, but to me—everyday is Sunday evening—when you know that tomorrow sucks and your weekend is a long way to come.