As you may already know we have been looking for a vocalist for quite some time now, but what you may not already know is I have taken it upon myself to start writing lyrics for our new material, and if worse comes to worse, singing them myself.  Being very emotional and over-opinionated, wrighting lyrics is a love of mine and seems to come naturaly.

so withought further adu, here are some lyrics that may or may not be heard in our new material

"A Tragic Subconscious Prt 1"

Try not to hide
Let me find you
Hidden in the shadows of your mind
Try not to cry
Let me save you
From the maelstrom you designed

Tragic subconscious
Are you even really there

Cut, bled, severed
But don't give up child
We have done all that we can
I pray its in God's hands

Steel caves in
Windows shatter round
Trapped within
Ambulance in bound
Psychosis
Will I ever wake
From this nightmare

You've never stared
Death in the face
The way that I have
so don't pretend you understand

I'm at there command
This they demand
My eyelids expand

I raise my arms
They seem intact
I try to sit up
I think my ribs cracked
They said "You'll be fine"
but there eyes said otherwise

Mother why am I still in this place
I can still feel you picking windshield from my face
(spoken)
Don't breath, don't eat, don't urinate.  It all being done for you
Just a lump of flesh being pumped with life by expensive machinery
I can hear all the beeping units to the left of my bed
Borg in nature, I'm a parasite to them
(end spoken)
With all the wires in my head.

I'm beside you
can you hear my voice
I'm beside you
can you hear me

The morphine feels so cold as it enters my arm
I can feel the room spinning
The catheter causes my bladder much harm
but they tell me its needed
I should've never gilt trip you into that drive
I should have never been angry
Now I'm reduced to a prayer, I'd die to see you survive
Could you ever forgive me?

I'm beside you
can you hear my voice
I'm beside you
can you hear me

Life seems noisome
Balanced on this strife
This stale fabrication That is my life
Still hear scalpels
Still see lights fly by
But most of all I'm still haunted by the question
Am I still alive

"A Star Named Brown (Chapter 1)"

Words from an open wound I hear
She wants no sympathy
I say she's star she says shes trash
I drown in empathy
It tears me up to know her plead
Her eyes harbor saline
I see her breath I think she's cold
I just watch her bleed

And I choke on my throught

People's shun believe it's cursed
Our oblique affinity
Blown around and then disperced
In a radial asymmetry
explain to me this anomaly
This seraph in my mind
Like distant childhood memories
Of a time when I shined

And I choke on my throught once again

I'll tell you, "You make me happy."
Tell me I relieve the pain
I'll tell you, "I really need you."
I'f you tell me I'm heading the right way
And I choke on my throught

One month your here
Three years your gone
You could be dead for all I know
I'd hope that you would know by now
I loved you

I'm in the dark
Seems just not right
There's an unfamiliar haze
In the mirror I see my self, I think
but I"m sure

And I choke on my throught once again

I'll tell you, "You make me happy."
Tell me I relieve the pain.
I'll tell you, "I really need you."
If you tell me I'm heading the right way
And i choke on my throught

Is this hell
or is this just a test
I'm pretty sure that I'm awake
But sometimes I can't tell
This wave of nausea
Cripples my sences
Is that you in the doorway
Or has my fantasy
Destroyed sanity
And left only obsession

And in the light of your halo
You were divine
But as I'm purged of nievety
You still seem so perfect
You're beautiful in me eyes
You're perfect in my arms
You're so warm agains my skin
You're beautiful in my dreams
But thats not good enough
Unless I sleep
Forever

Vespertine and a glass of rhine
And I can almost hear your voice
Another glass and now I'm fine
And I can almost see you there
Another glass and I can't walk
But I can almost touch your fingers
Another glass and now I'm sick
But I can almost feel your brown lips
Another glass and now I'm unconsciose.........

"Bound (chapter 2)"

A Celtic band of faded ink
with a clasp of a new moon
her alto voice shatters my skull
I have an image burned in
A velvet dress of red
But that's the only thing that i have left

Cracking
Breaking
All of my joints are popping
I feel my body changing
My star
Dying
this rooms destroyed and empty
My skin turns pail

And its this that drives me from my mind
Into another dimension
One where I find you and rejoice
Why do I put myself through this
It's all to unhealthy
I guess I'm just to damn afraid
Afraid

I know you and I had plans
But I had to abort them
I'll give you a call then later, OK, goodbye               Click
I see you across the figures
Sitting with a glass of wine
Moments later I'm in my bed, cold and awake

Spinning
Swirling
Why can't I access this place
Why can't I forget that face
My star
fading
This mind is cold and empty
Now I'm completely white

And its this that makes me question life
This fabricated existence
This tragedy of space and time
I live Just to see the day
Where I see you again my friend
Some how I don't thing that'll happen

I am so bound to you
I am so bound to you

"dot.com"

Serial
Intricate numerical systems embedded  in in brainwaves nulls identity theft
Digital
Processing signals to the brain of December's cold breeze across mechanical body parts
Technical
Combining HTML codes with apartment complexes is a brand new feng shui
Physical
every human brain connected to a wireless Internet will eliminate apathy

Immortal
Technology advances brings a cure for everything, our lifetime extends
Mechanical
Is the future of everything and oh so inevitable you fucking hippies

You look beautiful through my new eyes of camera
but you need to improve through this new surgery
open mind's eye with your brand new USB port
in the back of your head
Imagination's limit is the speed your modem
All your knowledge is stored in your local drive
Norton System Doctor, in junction with white blood cells,
fights off every disease

Accelerate
using nano-technology to create more adrenaline for advanced performance
I can't wait
for the day I upload myself into a computer chip and live forever

excerpts from unfinished projects

Brownish, greenish, effervescent vibrants
As Heaven dangles on each side of her
Smile

Three words in my mind
Three meaningless syllables that
Vibrate the passage of time
But mean the world when they reach your ears

Three things that I see
A human, an angel, a miracle
Which one would you be
If you're not already all of them
I've opened my hands
I've closed my eyes
And now I've fallen deep inside................

My angel lingers over reality
Your wings engulf this telemetric
Overview of now

Are you in touch with your spirit?
Or are you another angel?
I feel your presence's vibration engulfing me
Spread your wings and fly
Away
Where conscience seems to faid
Reality decays

Flash of blue

Collective omni-soul
The universal mind
That is God.

-Copyrite Gary Hoffman 1998-2007