Oy! Im very aggravated at the moment and slightly delirious. Right before I went to sleep last night, I started to feel like I was getting sick. Well, I took Nyqui and went off to sleep. At about 4 am, I felt the need to blow my nose. It started bleeding. While I attempted to get it to stop bleeding, I found myself shaking like I had hypothermia or something, yet I was wearing a sweatshirt, socks, and sweatpants. Anyway, I didnt really go back to sleep the rest of the morning. I ended up calling out of work sick and Im probably going to have to do the same tomorrow. This is really frustrating for me because we started workshopping yesterday for One Flat Thing Reproduced. I felt like I was really doing well in the workshop yesterday, and I fear that my absence will take away any chances of me getting to do the ballet. OY! Anyway, so I went to the Dr. and she said that I have brought the flu over to the west coast from the east coast. I was vaccinated for the flu in Oct and I didnt get the flu while we were performing R&J, but the flu on the east coast mutated from what the original flu was. So, now, Im suffering with a 102 degree fever, super blood-shot eyes that are really tiresome to keep open, body aches, a nasty headache, dizziness (I almost passed out making breakfast this morning....I had to run to the bed and just chill), a scratchy throat, a cough that doesnt happen often, but it hurts badly when I do. Anyway, I just wanted to reiterate my frustration with this situation. Sorry, Im kinda delirious.