once you start reading, you will realize this is a comment or response i made to another blog....is one that i follow on wordpress.  and i'm getting old and tired, and need to leave this world of "instant writing" to pursue what i can in finding what happiness means for me.....and how that relates to purpose.  have determined that writing here is a nice crossroads.....and good place to regroup and work on one's thought. 

but i have cemented that thought for myself, unintentionally, in this one comment i worked on today.  and it sums up EVERYTHING i have been trying to say here, for the last 3 years.  this is as close as i'm going to get......for the message i have to somehow come across.  so with no further ado.....

Blog 736....the final.  (my thesis developed and completed within the strangely adequate university of MySpace)

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the only problem i have....is that if mankind is well aware of the probability and penchant for a mind to create patterns or acknowledge patterns where they don't exist, or where their meaning is limited......why is that considered mental illness? 

you see....it's OK if you're terribly unoriginal.....and get off on finding Jesus in the knots on trees or in your bowl of lucky charms.

but if you have greater ability within the realm of imagination.....the correlations one can establish as a single entity, for the purpose of a wider comprehension of ones demesne.....those are considered to be "delusion" and cause for removal from society as well as forced injection of mind altering substances.

and that is a punishment pronounced and carried out by those working to get every member of the populace "believing" in the status quo or establishment's "idea" of how each person should be perceiving their reality.  it's NOT about TRUTH.....it's about control.

and what the heck is wrong, if a person DID have such propensity to ward off radiation?  (in addressing the comment above).  what do you KNOW?  perhaps the burrito you ate for lunch, caused the puzzling reaction.  talking about numbers....and the ability to quantify the probabilities for coincidental correlation....how many DIFFERENT things did you do that day?  and then next, is how many different things did your lab partners do that day?  what is the weather like.....what news do you have on the latest sunspot activity?  hell.....there's a million.  but THAT is NO REASON to DISCOUNT your result.  if there is a lessening of radioactivity....something is blocking it.  unless you believe in ghosts or something.....the more LOGICAL choice is to NOT write off unusual results, and rather explore the possibilities for cause.  JUST BECAUSE those possibilities are too numerous to wrap your head around....does not mean that "it's crazy and there is no cause."  hello?  unless you have some reason to believe that your equipment itself is on the schizophrenic side, or a thousand years old.....there HAS to be quantifiable, a justifiable...a reality that explains a change in result.  and the thing is.....when the possibilities that could have created an instance, are too numerous to explore.....that doesn't "erase" the instance. 

JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT....THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT AN ANSWER ISN'T THERE.

and yea....the fun explanation is that you have superpowers that day.  and it is natural to gravitate to reasoning that bolsters one's concept of "self."  so what.....that doesn't discount it as a possibility.  but it also doesn't erase other probable reasons for the results of your findings.

the fact that you were curious enough to note changes....well, that's like a normal function of a mind that wants to learn, and establish its own set of boundaries for the reality considered. 

but your reaction....to discount any findings that do NOT COMPUTE to established RULE.....that right there....is programmed into you by society. 

just because you can't find an answer, doesn't mean one isn't there.  and it DOESN'T erase the question.  the thing is.....we are taught to believe there are to be no questions without answers. 

and so....if you can't find an answer, you conclude your question is wrong.....lol.  i mean, it's kind of funny.....that a person will be MORE willing to completely discount the SOLID nature of their own observations....rather than to face the "HORROR" of a question left unanswered.

and sorry for butting in there.....i know it's a boys club.....and i don't normally take into account other comments on a blog, and apologies for that.

thing is....your topic is right on......and it's VERY important to sort out these definitions.  when our society can call "psychology"....which is one step over from astrology and crystal ball reading....when society can call psychology a "science".....that rather dilutes the meaning of the term. 

and then, of course.....we get down to the nitty gritty....which is "agreed meaning."  we have all come to some sort of consensus on what "science" means. 

and i'm trying to communicate here.....what am i communicating?  why is it important to me?  why should i give a rat's ass, to sit here and take this much time out of my day, while trying to get people i don't even know, to see what i see?

because i don't see things the way the rest of the world wants me to see them.  and i'm looking for my own answers.....

like is there some sort of need i don't recognize, for people to all be following like sheep and not creating their own deductions?   i see it as wrong, but perhaps it is a necessity for a cohesive society. 

but the follow up question, is what bright minds have come up with the current reality presented and forced upon the public?  because there is a lot of shit that's wrong.....just plain wrong, like in any universe, under any sun or god or logic or down right plain ass sense.  lol.....

so i don't like what's going on.....i believe commerce and profit are limiting the abilities for intelligence, and working to create some sort of mailable body that suits their design for power, money....we all make good little consumers, and the ants go marching on....

so i don't have answers.....but i know from enough of my own observation....that a good number....a very large number, of those being fed to the public, are incorrect. 

and THEN you get into the fun science, of determining objectives.  my objective here, is to just continue the thinking.  show you that there are steps even farther past the ones that you have considered. 

i don't believe in "arts" and i don't believe in "science."  and i believe theology to be an interesting form of entertainment.  what i DO believe in....is PROGRESS.  and that is placing one's theorems, within the realm of society and mankind, and our ability to create and define "better."

my "contribution" to this "world" is that there should be a THIRD school of thought on university campuses.  a THIRD school.  we have the arts, and we have the sciences, with their respective degrees.  but we NEED a school of PROGRESS.  a master in that school, would then be an MP.  there would be subdivisions for communication, technology, and public content.  and whereas current schools of communication focus on the "how"....the school of PROGRESS would always be focused on the "what and whys."  what can we do better?  because if you notice....i type with myriad of dot dot dot....and it would be nice if these idiots would develop some NEW and handier, punctuation.  progress would look at the RULES of our society, and determine their feasibility for bettering the state of mankind.  hell, we are using the SAME shift key on our ELECTRONIC keyboards, that was first developed like a hundred years ago for MANUAL typewriters.  and it's still as annoying and slowing and inconvenient as ever.  but does anybody ask "why" we're still doing that?  and how retarded do we really have to prove ourselves to be?

in technology......who the hell decided on the shape and usability of the cell phone?  and when they determined that there is a possibility for brain tumor or problems arising from the em field....why in the hell are they still making them the same?  that's like majorly f-ed up.....they should be designed now as a unit with a line or feed for headset as the only form of use.  unless those scientific studies were complete bullshit....and THAT is what a school of PROGRESS could work to determine.  it would OVERSEE the results generated by the sciences that are fed to the public.  it would oversee the ramifications and appropriate nature of various arts, based on OUTCOME....not somebody's idea on how to make the most money (case in point, taking dead bodies and filling them with plaster).  it would find ways to present news items, for example....stats ....without the "less than/more than" spin.....

and this would be done by STUDENTS.....people of THOUGHT with no vestment in the results.  CURRENTLY...decisions of these nature are being made.....by those with POWER, not KNOWLEDGE.

we need a third school.....and i don't care what they call it, i just decided upon the name "progress" as the best fit.  but we need something.....because it's going beyond ridiculous, and i'm tired of every single game on this planet, being rigged.  and i'm tired of the populace appearing to have no mind of their own and no understanding of their right to ask questions.....their RESPONSIBILITY to ask questions. 

i'm tired.....and my tired's tired too.....people need to wake up.  yes, you're starting to think, but don't stop there.......which is better for mankind.....to believe in the miracle of being a survivor.....or to comprehend the complexity of random execution?

and what I'M asking....is what the hell makes YOU think YOU have the RIGHT to determine for others, what their perceptions for that will be????

THAT is called, a real question.  and my answer is, you don't.  you all try to work an elitist foundation of superiority via knowledge.  in other words....you come up with theorems of a complexity that only 5 percent of the general public could grasp.  then you crown yourselves correct.....and easily dismiss ANY contest as the workings of a lesser mind.

and that's another thing i see......progress, gentlemen.....how do we get from "here" to there.....