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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 31
Sign: Gemini

City: LEXINGTON
State: Kentucky
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/28/2006

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 
it was march 6 1999, a sat. morning... the alarm went off  letting me know it was time for me to get up and open the coffee shop... i reached over to turn it off,  elbowed brian to wake him up (he drove me to work), and his whole body moved.. something wasn't right.. i looked over at my fianace' and saw that he wasn't moving, there was something all over the pillows that seemed to come from his nose... i jumped up. .he was dead.. my love, my best friend, was dead from a heroin overdose.. i was in orlando florida and for the first time, i was alone, and didn't know what to do..... brian was the sweetest, most beautiful soul i had ever met, and i will never forget him or the things he taught.. looking back i wish i had gotten us help, i wish i had told him we couldn't do these things that could kill us.. but i didn't.. and we both payed... he with his life, and me with the burdon of living without him everyday.. so i beg you, please.. if you or anyone you know has a substance abuse problem please get help... please.. death has no rhyme or reason, and it can take any of us... please if you need help, call these numbers... Ridge Behavioral Health System Substance Abuse Services 3050 Rio Dosa Drive Lexington KY 40509 Phone: (859) 269-2325 Hotline: (859) 268-6401 N/A 1-888-987-7700 get the help you need..... i'll feel like brian didn't die in vein if his story can help one of you out there.... thanks, and best wishes... mj                                                                                  brian dean crum 6-16-75 3-6-99 i love ya baby....
Johnny
Johnny Rasnick

 
Sorry to hear that story but you are doing a good thing. By telling your story you are helping someone that might be thinking that will only happen to someone else. Its sad when anyone dies, but if his story saves at least one person then his death was not in vain.
 
Posted by Johnny on Tuesday, March 06, 2007 - 3:56 PM
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Terri Lynn
Terri Owen

 
I am SO sorry MJ. I know that must have been, & still is a very hard thing for you. Getting your story out to others is a very brave thing to do. You are a very loving & caring person! Thanks!
 
Posted by Terri Lynn on Tuesday, March 06, 2007 - 5:55 PM
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Whoever You Want Me to Be

 

I've listened to you and Twitch for about a year now and I feel like I almost know the two of ya. I know from hearing you speak so fondly of him, so often, that you loved Brian with all you had. Thank you for being an advocate in so many important areas...it's nice to know there are people that care so deeply, yet make me laugh with constant sarcasm. The way you and Twitch take jabs at each other, knowing it's not going to end your friendship/work relationship cracks me up. Anyway, just saying it's nice to see the "softer" side of MJ:) RIP Brian.


 
Posted by Whoever You Want Me to Be on Thursday, March 08, 2007 - 3:02 AM
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Michelle

 

I feel ya, mj!  9/11/05 I lost my 23 year old nephew to a drug overdose, and I'm telling his story to everyone!  Hopefully someone will realize that the damage done is not just to themself, but to the ones left behind when they're gone!  Thanks for sharing your story.

Michelle


 
Posted by Michelle on Wednesday, March 14, 2007 - 5:18 PM
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jamie

 

this is a way too common thing to hear about these days.I have known way too many good people that are gone forever,methadone and zanax mixtures took my two best friends in the world,for what! Now today I see a 21 year old guy I used to work with in the obituaries. 21! there was no cause of death given so with a couple of phone calls I found he overdosed monday night on guess what? a mixture of methadone and sedatives. So much pain for so many people. For what!

     I lost my 20 year old sister to a car wreck,that was very hard but that was an accident. I am 35 years old and couldnt even say how many fucking funerals ive been to.Thats a shame. The worst shame of all though is looking at the families at the funeral home and knowing how utterly senseless this is. Please Please,dont make the  same mistakes so many others have. This is not coming from a do-gooder that just says no. I party I enjoy myself when I can and I dont judge anyone for doing the same, Just please be careful I dont want to see you in the paper!


 
Posted by jamie on Friday, March 16, 2007 - 12:38 AM
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Emma Opdahl

 
For those who think the Ride sux as much as i do and needs help....Good Sam in Lexington also has rehab. I have been to both for other reasons ans i liked Good Sam oh so much better:)
 
Posted by Followed by Millions of Dumbfounded Dipshits on Thursday, July 19, 2007 - 3:51 AM
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