Well some of y'alls out there may have missed me the last nine months online, and I'm sure that many more of you didn't even notice I was gone. WOO HOO!!
I finally moved back to Sacramento CA the night of July 31st '04. Packed up everything I owned into my little Mazda wagon and drove down. Left at about 2am. At the WA/OR border I took a right and hit the coast on my way down. Yeah the Oregon coast is an awesome sight to see. Fucking gorgeous. I stopped at the Tillamook cheese factory and took the free self guided tour. Cool stuff. I love me some cheese and Tillamook makes some yummy stuff. Got me a little bar of smoked cheddar. MMMMmmm!! Drove down to Newport OR and hanged out on the beach for about ten minutes. Pretty nice little town. I love the coast that's fer sure. Headed back over to I-5 from there and spent the rest of the day and night on my way back to the bay area. Fuck that was a long drive. In all, I was on the road for twentyfive fucking hours straight. Probably shouldn't have went down the coast, but I figured I probably wouldn't get a chance to take that trip for a while so fuck it.
Anyhow I finally got to my best friends house in Half Moon Bay CA hella late in the morning. The next day we went out to his parents house to put my shit in storage. We drove through Tracy and Stockton and on the way there I started to regret coming down here. Ironic. I was miserable in Seattle and couldn't wait to get the fuck out, but then when I get here I'm totally bummed and hating it. I was looking around and seeing all the bullshit stripmalls and it was just fucking dirty and unoriginal. No character to it whatsoever. A fucking wasteland of stripmalls and death. Blegh!
So my first week here I hanged out with my buddy in Half Moon Bay. The next weekend I went to Sacramento for the weekend to hang with friends and stuff. Well I met this really nice girl through a mutual friend. It was her birthday and we all went out drinking. Well I end up at the b-day girls house that night and we got a little naughty. The next morning I woke up and said I gotta go, and she said don't go yet, so I figured what the hell and I hanged out with her. Then that night we went to our friends house to watch movies and again I said I gotta go, and again she and everyone else said no. So I stayed the night again. To make a long story short, this girl ends up being my girlfriend and I end up living with her. What a mistake that was.
Well I end up being a total fucking loser in this relationship and she supports me, buys me food and smokes and gives me money. The whole nine yards. I just couldn't find work. Finally I found work with Sears, but it turned out to be a total disaster. I still didn't make any money at all.
After a few weeks the girl finally kicked my loser ass outta the house. Partly cause I was being a fucking loser, partly cause I wasn't into the relationship thing at the time and she knew it cause eventually I had told her. So I stayed with some good friends for about four months. I got a job with a heating and air company as a lead generator. I sit at the Home Depot all day and schedule appointments for free consultations. Fucking most boring thing I've ever done in my life. I need to get back in the porn biz and soon. But it's a paycheck for now.
I finally found a place to live with a friend I met through another friend. We're living in a three bed two bath house with a garage and basement for only $900/mo, Killer deal. Nice place. I've got my own bathroom and the kitchen is huge (fucking ugly as sin though).
So basically right now my life is super boring. My weekends are on Tue and Wed wich totally sucks, I'm not making that much money right now, and I'm just basically bored to tears at the moment. No big deal though cause I learned a lot about myself during my four year tour of duty up in Seattle. And I'm much happier with myself now. I also learned a lot from being with that girl for a couple months. I've learned that I don't need someone in my life to make me feel complete or to be happy. I've also learned that I just don't wanna be in a relationship right now and that's just fine by me. First time ever in my life I've felt like this. It's a good place to be. I've also learned that I just make a terrible boyfriend anyways. I just couldn't be bothered.
So now I got a place to live, I'm back online again finally and I'm just working on catching up with bills and stuff. All very boring shit really.
Anyhow here's some pics of my trip down here.
Take care and have fun!