ive created a hell in my life i need to be out of here out of this town out of this state . i have seen the lowest part of my life and i never wana go back.i was so happy just a few months ago. and it has all dissapeared. i love u, u kno who u r. i wanted it to be us together. we both said our lies. and we both belived them. weboth forgave eachother.but that wasnt enough . it never was enough for u. i want to be happy like we wer be in love like we wer. i wanted ur life to be mine and my life to be urs. i love u and i dont kno wen or if thats ever goin to change. i fall in love to easy and dont fall out of love quick enough. my heart has been mutilated and i dont think ill be the same person i am. maybe i will i hope i will i hope i can make something of this hell -im sorry