I really cant take this anymore; its so painfull, i miss her so much. I dont know what to do now. I know for a fact at this point that she doesnt want anything to do with me. She wont return my calls, emails or txt messages. Now this is what hurts me the most; she broke up with her ex because he cheated on her and she still talks to him, yet i have personal emotional problems and she wont even talk to me. What am i supposed to think after that shit? its painfuly obvious that i will never find someone to love, like i loved her. I cant even let her go after all the shit she has pulled, but i still want her back; i wan to hold her and hug her and kiss her and just be with her...its so painful why cant i get through this?.