i am you . i am my memory. repeat forever til the day i die.
too controlling. In wants Out. Quiet wants to run naked down the street.
a prisoner free to come and go as i please
and i'm pleased to stay in my cell.
the couch swallows me.
the mirror laughs at me.
and the cats pray and cry out to me.
feed me. feed me. feed me.

i think i'll step outside and see what i can see.
the worker bee much happier than me.
livers of life. the stage set for summer.
sweet sweat sleepers dreaming of starring roles
in the movie in my head.
the drugs are wearing off...
becomes the swearing off of drugs...
 i act. i pretend.
we all act. we all pretend.

note to self: kiss whenever you get the chance
let lips touch lips . surrender mine to yours.
and whisper nothing...you can cry in the morning