Why am I always hopeless romantic? Does it make sense to me if there is no point I could find that cute girl with the great heart, but it's not easy to find that girl for me, but it still doesn't matter to me which the personality is the key than you think you are looking good on your own. So, I am just trying my best to find out where to find that beautiful girl. You know, of course, I am a happily single since almost 1 year. For the god's sake, I will be turning 24 years old. So, do you honestly think I am still young, ain't i? All of my co-workers are single from Express, but they are just enjoying their life, and this is just going to take some time. Maybe I could get my ex-girlfriend back (Charmaine), but I really don't want her to get hurt, and anything else. I really mean it, but I don't fucking know where the hell she is or she is gone already. I actually know that she is still attending high school in Las Vegas which she is a junior (15 years old only). However, I still love her as always, and I gave her necklace that means a lot to us for making a promising and wishing our dreams, but it seems that it didn't probably work out between us because we seem don't talk to each other anymore, and I was trying to text her a few times, but she said she couldn't text me anymore on her phone because she has too high bills, but I understand what's she saying. You have no idea how innocent she is. I guess, things has always changed, but sometimes future could be changed.

And.... my New Year resolution plans is to buy a used house or apartment, going back to University of Nevada Las Vegas if I save up the money as well, then I would because I make more money from Express. It was thanks to my co-managers and stock managers that gave me more hours and for what I've done it. I mean it. I learned a lot from them since I was hired on October 14th at the Forum Shops for orientation, then a few days later, I'm glad that we finally got to know each other. And I really hope that I would probably buy a used car or NICE car....but my friend from Sanrio at Fashion Show Mall wanted me to buy motorcycle becasuse we should race our battle. ha ha ha. Let's see what's going to happen.

Yeah, I major in Biotechnology if I try to study too harder like people at UNLV, but theres a lot of regrets that things I had to do in my past. I used to live in Washington, D.C. for one year which I used to be umemployed, and they were too expensive there. Plus, I attended Gallaudet University there too, but for some reasons, I didn't like it very much. That is why I moved back to Las Vegas with my family again, but it was just a good experience. You know its normal when some people fucked up on their own.

However, I am trying to find good dance stuido for salsa this year, hopefully. So, I could find sexy partner in my dreams. hehe. There's nothing to say that much about it, but I guess I have to find out what's going to happen in the near future. There's always next time, and my hopes.