You and me in the Crowd of Strangers
The Silent Blunder Ears hear your whisper
the Chances Dangle recent events still linger
in the night of hte open maze
A cave thats way to dusty in the tackling Chase
thou it apperance seems rusty
tell the People
The cheep Talk Scatter
Beat in the Midnight Blacken
Your tank lacks imagination memories have no diction
as your past turns to fiction you know the easy ways
the worst way to go
oversized but it does not matter seems like i give up
and start again everyday
Ate the lotus and Forgot

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In the Years Ive lived I remember only what i should
I live in the good where secrets are mislead which changes moods
alone and no shame no phone calls no reasons why i behave
honor your father honer your mother honer yourself honor the cover
turn Tables who sits in which seat whos ash to greet
kick out and jaded in the street no vocab and i don't wanna cheat
Honestly say its hard to think why arent you knowing your going the wrong way?
Why but im not, Seize a new way thinking is a obvious thing if you want it to be.
you can do anything, words are one tool
there are subdivisions im sure and also superstitions
theres also a clog up of alot of strings that don't wnat to be and can't be pulled away
they are my security my rack but they are loose
Bolts and Sockets
     Come Gather round and collect the new Discovery
not used to the fresh crop and the crucial curve ..its comming!
The Preident is with the Press the Baboons with the Baby
Predestined to double lock the chains
are we free from Fault
He thinks, He Smells good as he hands you a pamphelt..
theres misery in his misfire
a good looking Grin wins the election
your Brother and Father
Helped out a Dood deal as well

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Its Your Honor to Miss you Gone in a Coma
Stop your Intentions Stop your Attentions
I Make a Connection with the Color of The Clouds
Honored to be a part on the dock there singing
Looking outward as you take a deep Breath
Black out and Remember the inner walls what they said
they were after the Gold and you thinkin not much has changed
theres no room For the Baggage No Room!
You got alot of excuses why your wont go out of this Town
It Has Glue and Force Fields Mind Chains
Which instructions to Follow Who Wrote it Which Author?
Possibly myself who has Opportunity to make things happen
well, you already do that is there a exact something
well, its nothing really just a second in eternity
Procrastinate on a hunt still holding to much wieght
slow me down to human proportion odor in the potion of love and want
cradle full of nails and bails of cotton machines
makin jeans and hats for corporation shields
window full of mud alot hail coming down in Texas
Alot of Hail Coming Down in Texas!
All Asses we got a seat for you and you and yours Brother
I like your Innocense your innersence and ignorance
your playful tease with big eyes with sutle glance and smurks and winks
never give them to me you hold your ground keeping distant
I can live with that and have in a dream steam gleam
a whim thoe not fact I'd like to dose you with Fiction see if you like it yourself
Are you looking for somethign real something tangible
is it something read something washed and watched
im a Character Provide and Protect respect whats to expect
a dark cold corner eyes flash light spear right through
is the tender touch the soft voice skin and hair no ware or tare
it's what creates new universes new cures and curse's
give a peace sign give me a peace sign
give some attitude give me some attitude
in flames of desire
I like the fiction
Not the Friction.
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Miles Davis in your Eyes on the Street side w/ Shelter
sing Doo Whop and Shubee de doo and on and on ..
Walkbyers in robes of so called luxury and Fancy
Deep inch iches and teaches patients
A impurist with heavyTone Judging History
Impounding my Pridein a Low Tide the decision gets Taxed
Looking Foward to the Pre Release Keeping Keen
Knot is the Knocker at the door Slamin shit and Stoned as Fuck
ya Could Call hte BrickHouse a tent when it fell
Scroll the sheep in your Sleep

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theres Indians in my Head When the Smoke Exhales
Made me mad and i wanted to Break things
Im not talking Limp shit or Moldy Biscuit
Misderected Anger is it all justified... not in spirits
There has to be some control some form of focus,, A Plan?
A Motive senses realness in success? fuck that its all a mess?
your shot your foot when you wnated glamour
i want to roll in mudd, eat a bunch of pills.. wake up and say what happened..
If i had a gun i wanna shot to kill them, there ill and turning Green envy Moldy Greasy Slimy..
I see myslef in the mirror
hey.. Thats me? that is me!
I am someone and thats my demise, I feel I have to be something thats my Problem...
Satisfaction, Oral Stimulation,
Lets Shake the Foundation .. Why are you doing this?
How do you Sleep? Crucial tides are Knocking
Your dreams are also asleep.. Never moving always cheeply ingnorant
I will Fall again how will i Coupe when im 30? (this is old im 32 now i wrote this in around 2000)
and im the same positon?  (will i am in some ways and in new shits in new ways .. but hey im here...)
been a good five years of forming formlessness
you want me to be Pleasent like i always seem
a battle worth fighting for
Election fooled you to Vote
Your Counted renamed and Memory erased
Turn around what did you Just see?

( i wrote this in the summer of 2000. i remember whating chaney speaking @ the republican Convention and going ooooh.. Fuck..  I used to Walk around the streets of chicago alot..  .. theres alot of anger in my voice back than. . I was Struggling for indenity and fighting w/ my father..  i miss him.)

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Im Ready like the Dog in Red
Tired of asking for you Telling me know ones home
tired of waiting for you to answer
not gonna keep this up for to much longer
Theres no respect here my worth is faded
Highlights are far and in Between
Dancer in the Dark Atleast you got hung
A suited ending for a Great Person A great Outlook
Its real and its fake get out the Rake
pick up all the leavesyo can call them distractions
Your Brain is Grass Save time and Money
Your parents told you don't talk to stangers
How did you meet all your friends?

gonna go back to school in the new year
give a selfish chance to be instatutionalized
feed the facts of life so hard to admit
Commitment Comanding for so many years you finally follow
distractions in the new directions sheading skin
New Keen Freinds YOung Brides Bribes Screwy dives
and how about some dikes.   hey why not!.
a fresh shave don't give yourself time to think you will sink
drink no liquour no smoke no weed in the Class room
im Fresh unplugged planting new seeds
Adventure Can Be in a sealed View Strangling on the Stage
In my mind in fornt of few will know how long ago it was ..
i was a friend of your other kind
your with me forever i can't lead you know i'll see you in the circle
new and old i wonder wow...
who will we be when you see what you have achieved
hopefully not sitting in a bar with the sleeze saying geeze..
not teased appeased developing cheese maybe just At ease
with  Bass notes That Freeze
Standing on a Trapezze with chimpazee's..

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whats the way the Answer for the Day its was a
Cold day in may we Sat by a lake and Prayed
Dawn was a Golden torch, your life lights up sparks Fly
a change in the heart Found Connection in the Flow in the Soil
Your Ground is mild grainded mix of Gray Tossin Black White Brown Blue Orange
aging Green Your love is Void
YourLove is void
Your Lust is a dead Parade ice in the Lave Constellation
The sun in a bowl of soup it don't exsist my Fiction Life
Put it to Rest
Your Love is Void
In a Real nut crackin afternoon so mooned and defined
outside circle revole evolve livin in the all
Gotta Zone Drone Moan Stay in tune have a good tone
on the phone im a asshole sick of hearing your voice
your rattle the vie like its candy of the gods
greet you with a stick a dead rabbit
in the end wach the tale burn and blow away wind
the good people getbetter more comfortable
the more there with each other the more things get done
Group thoughts not the ruler No measuring how far we can go
The distance takes timelessness journeys
Theres access to worlds beyond Command
Beyond land and air Obvious Wilderness come clean
whisper the Ohm the ong a slice of home a unity a harmony a cosmic bang
a glourious kiss with such innocense insist i Insist..
stay and dream i hsould only ask once and never Beg.
please stay in my empty roam.. this soda is all foam
like your promise the bubbles disappear
your love is void
Im stranded kicked in the rear ordements oyster clams crabs n cocktails
i'll drink and get drunk on the bus ride no fuss to decide
im a gold dagger in a well
feed dragons to the marines who will run us dead
your love is void
The sound is pain, fall, silent and creepin deep in al lyour old tails
blame the father he was never there..
blame the mother she could never leave
Blame yourSelf cause your perfectly abe to achieve
Bob and Weave open doors you heave the thoughts of heaven and hell
the Pupil drops pebbles in the water
dewl

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The Train Ride W/ Trophey Glide
on Natures High we sold our temper
The flash flood derailed the shanty opera
a Bridge of Band aids let the Snakes leave there Cage(and crawl in your window)
roam and search for a treat
You will greet him w/ dirty feet That traveled Beyond Deserts and Streets
Poison is my middle name the Snakes have no Prayer..
your coiled in rature distinguished author
told your story  a best seller! took all his money and died of heroin
he made you famous with your lingering addiction and crappy diction..
well sit and spin the thought of lords of vision of grace
The space race is a waste got he universe inside easy access of empitness
loth love and learn a ton wiegh us as one!
we sung along hum
It did something
we never did it though we were blind knowing its a dumb thing
continue to be as you are saw you driving your car
speeding down the highway  we are all going the same way donw that hill
a sharp turn to the left inertia ya can't stopwill you turn or smack brick
Breaking through the dense Fence deadly Consequence
to quick to see suspense Turn Left!
Outside to inside you can make it down the steep .. yes!
Yes!Sleep will follow don't allow youself to think hollow Tommorrow
it still does not know I found out today that later Never exsisted
its not real like your Fist Smacking glass cutting your Wrist
You Bleed and smile awhile til you faint
Your happy though knowing you did the right thing
To bad you don't remember theres was no reason for anger Teeth Grind
Teeth Grind
Teeth Grind!
It's over relief sets in feeling normal eyes peak you grin
life's not a good or bad thing its life  its ment to be lived..
I can Starve I can Stay up for Weeks I can tell you all to go To Hell
Give a wink and Say I love you
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Armed with Word of Electricity ..(watch it!)
Take over Yourself
Park nest to the Queen of Material you Pledge
Being Miserable able and Willing to go the extra Mile of Pile of Mule we Carry Our Homes
Her Psycle Started.. its that time of the month
Le me help i wanna help Get your Sponge
Wiring it out when i get useless and dumb
I say wierd things don't wanna admit my style
bother you tell you see love in Pink Tell me who felt the Warmth?
Chase you Protect you Never Harm or Discomfort .. How sweet?
marzapane maybe?
you can lead me to trouble and if your gave me a knife told me to cut i would slach rip out
Cacrafice my Sanity ot be Alive in lust peel to pulverize
into a feal fuck it all frame of mind ot gold fever
It kills me its hard to get out of the pause
will i can i how should i say foret regret remember
know now
and i say i know what will be will be
opportunity meets luck.. on the Spot Hot Ticket!
got a great way to go no need to say how or waht will happen
things will mold we can dreate the odyessy the image the easy going partner
don't waste your  precisousness on someone you tink is in the in crowds
cannot control you we can be the one never a part
alone together on the up and down a look in the eye suicide
enjoy your suffering cause you got to get on with it
i saw another lover in a movie last night
and another in a bug my witch and i smoke heroin and fuck in the last stale in the the bathroom
big party everyone
goes oooooo thers a great couple my imangination is trashed
your still free to go to jail
hold in your pagan nature for now..
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Shame Spiral Cut the Strings
You will get heavy puppet master can't hold
you know more Let Go cut it!

Grounded Brused Shakey Concentrate Breath

Thers two Subs and Un  and also add a third
Your should see think and Feel


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Find Jesus
Use Heroin
Or Both?
Easy in the Trouble that keeps it all a Sin
Ability Good to Bad decisions what i did What i had
Fashion Nations Fasinatinos Notations cryin glad
Table Tennis and shity Radio Stations Battle for Dollars
Laughing at Flowers Children don't know no Better
All they can do is train for Concentration
Trains Going to the Chamber of Congress MeatGrinders
Monopoly X rated Soap opera Sensitivity Chapped
Wanna Rap and Admit that im white but im not.. Im Blind
I can still hear Colors that connect
Please Wait SAy Yes.
Introduce no Crowds no Expectations.. Im tired of overdone ideas
they who don't matter - they calm till your dead
your hearts still Beating lika a machine that needs feul
Old rusty tools wach commercials of great jobs
they had it all and evey one says they were the innovators
Maybe there the Darth Vaders that try to Keep us in dungeons
Dragons Can Be Chased! But Never Caught
Maybe the Mercy Stay still The less I say the more I Be
Constant Irritation Knows and see's all
Its to much..
You want it Cured.. Implode and get rid of it all!
 OH - - - -
EveryONE try to kill yourself Help make a Cleaner World
Bring Granades to work


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Plates Numb chains Diamond Grills
Bitch Talking Shit so they can  Grab my shit
thowing a fit laggit  done with snip snip
ask your customer they do you like a suck dick
im not a pimp lay out your law i'll break it

Grin it gets to you  in you
People talk and wirte its over
Fuck all you People You can suck all my toes..
xo
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YOur Freezing Heart Beats when your guilt spills out
Building a Bridge to Suffer wanting  Don't Punt
peace Signs in the Mirror of Terror Boxed in
Abandoned in the Sand + Shot the Toe go go GO!---
On and aeon I lag and smell the dust God Bliss you-
Such a Sleeze your Baked Dream
Screaming in my head Shatter the Future and now and now
Forks and Shiney Knifes Turning Turning
Screws and pennies Pointing Pointing Asia Valium Cave hunters
a Crain left my dead ego in a rainy ditch
GreenGlow and Telecasters T.v.s. Showgirls  Smack me uptight
im so Bitter.. my Grandstation is a static kingdom ..hey. mike just to let you know.. im the don.
Gates of Circles Shades of purple drowning into color Blank
Evading my Cell is a Great meal of Hell hot Fog
dogs Rome Street piss all overyour rose garden lights..
edging the coffin paradice and pretty pink wall paper odoring age
dewindled spin kicking the tin can can can and drowning hte got bottle dead bottle of gin
shade  delusional thinking of pink teams and dream woman.. who the fuck are you!?
Fade Jade ed....   rats caged..ed..education.. stimulation..  mal u strations.stations..  tuning it.. twist..so fucking frustrated..
Feather manipulation Sand box promise into sandpit mix mist nothings wrong just sing  sink
On and aeon... the pros and the big show lcok aon the eagles Feather. Manipulation
rolling on.. growlers and the mist is fucking getting thicker im going around 80 or so..
People with vision.. insight..  Cracking shells
Treasure in the Stars.. in the stairs.. in the stares..
the Buick ocean mars this body wants to fuck you venus very hard. very soft. we are the planets colyding fucking love to nothings
this body our body
mother nature and the lord shine burn puff smoke..
clear madness when the suitcase glow orange knowledge
faith and find blind bland taste we chalk
tales riddles pill shots and chatter no matter no spark no life
eat roaches and pig head bark n soda pop
i'm a beatin pole
stickers of last years show
we wnet and it was dull unique
the pieces of the keys don't want to be glued
no mind spirits
3 breaths in a hour youdon't know your body!
the glass hour your blood is soil no mind no spirit
when does it want to die
is it wine
oh ok  lest wine.. drip slow
thers people and there talk of warnign honey wonder
drip slow
slow
low
i owe
you
a fucking lot.
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ProCrastinate Pro Create
recite Positive Pop Over In the oven Cool Breeze
I can be Done
Palygamy in the polyester
remind the remedy renew your fresh vibe
begin again reproduce reprise honor the Act
Life Giving Force a Presence Deeply
Splatter Plunder and Spoil Temp and Temper
Tempt tease Becon unsteady tears fall
delve in the records search for the sounds
blow up forehead depreciate destant ponder
derail the dare and lick the distant ponder again!
Deploy the Drill
Favorite Flavor is Fear im at Fault knights of Rush
high kite Confidence condome the condom the Clan the claw
The Rome
soking exempt exercise tom petty fusion
evaluate and envade gothic gossip with golden mobs
modern professors in open markets in prohibition
project get solitude nad stoned before the racket starts
prositutes and propaganda the gospel
you wil marry a goody goody stuck in goo
fact the gong don't wannt be the gold brick
good your energy is forcing out all poisons
each eager egg can easily effect my craft
clowns in the club balance the small bar..



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was once the bully
now your bully the bullies..
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11/8/00
are you the thud muse
gotta hold off a loose fuse
not really digging on the bad news
hope you can't find some clear views
not really thick its the rigt time
but to know thatit always is thin and not mine
the chime is sublime it shines
honor is respect for what which window
you ich then duck stuck in muck why wish my luck
to know you ain't stuck but you'll still need a couple of bucks....
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Keep my Chafed and worn out
constant irratation keeps the edge ong..
working o the worn spot thats tattered
obsessed for burial rites mindfall kites
it may be seen you walk thoug it every day
along the nuzzle relating to a occult of numbers
no everthing is impervious
the say im free but im taxed everyday
charged and sectioind filed in sirus existing in time

ge me taxi some comic relief
satnam my body and let hte light blink
don't interfer w/ the bad vibes the vines the virus washes all down the sink..
drinking alot but not to much. darling im a getting a little smarky im my ripe almost
christ ism..
hey on hey day
you won't hold back
no hesitation you sing!
you sing
you sing<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<>><><><><<><><><><><><><><><><

You entrap me and treat me to an dinner
you got a right to torment effecting all kinds of Four play
you won't budge on the treatment in the doors steps of my heaven..
w23
only let me sit in the shade so i can watch you through the window

She is spirited wants to see him in a tie
she is pissed She wants his head

The iceburg is hypnotic
Felt Like a Magnet Pulling me in
Slam Shot You know somthings moved your disadvantage
you passed out of sight turned the courner and made it tight
was it right Clear out of Sight
hand me like a key at eht end of a kite
Squeeze together thought wrong nothing better
Morning came you looked At me and fated saw the future
red red red let me seed that i wanna second chance
let it destroy me i te red its put me in a trance lead lead
a let me in your home
won the day when i hear your tone
break me down so i can start you again
Glory
goofy and god like
entrust and discover
there is warmth with another
i love you
get away
go!