It is amazing what happens when you get older!  What you thought was good for you when you were younger is amazingly not good for you now...

I have gone through a lot of shit this past year and it seems that it won't let up yet.  But I hear it gets worse before it gets better.

So, I am trying to become a grown up and do the things that you should do as you age.  Like keeping your house clean, get a degree, a career and hell maybe even find someone to date LMAO...

Well last night I did something I never thought I would do.. I gave up ALL my cats to a rescue that will find them homes.  They were destorying my house and things that I work hard to have.  I was not the greattest cat mom in the world but they sure did give me love and peace.  And I guess you could call them my security blanket.  That no matter what I at least had them. 

Now for the frist time in my life I am totally alone.  I never thought it would scare me as I have been single for many years now but giving up my cats has really got me shivering in my panties.  I might have not had a relationship but I always had my cats for company and it is a scary thought of having them gone than staying single for the rest of my life.  I hope I am able to work through this like I have other things this past year.

I have never posted anything but I guess I needed to write about this. 

Well here is a toast to my new fur free life....