This year was flying by, I had so many events that I was looking forward to. I had so many experiences this year that I will never forget. I would have considered this year the best year of my life, if it were not already in consideration for the worst year of my life. It's weird the way it all came to a crashing halt.
After we lost Eric, it felt like the clock stopped. It almost felt like time slowed down so much that it went backwards. Sometimes it still feels that way. I'm ready for a new year. Not to say that a new year is gonna stop me from thinking about him every day, I know it won't.
The alcohol and ice cream diet was not so kind to me. Laying in bed all day for weeks at a time didn't help the situation either. But now I'm running my way back. I do not make new years resolutions because I think they're stupid and set you up for disappointment. I'm looking forward to this year, as I did last year. I have nothing on the horizon and I'm ok with that.
Happy New Year! I sincerely mean it.  
Lauren Marie