Life can be a so F**k up. It worse than Karma; at least we know if we do something wrong, it'll come back on us. That's the old cliche', what goes around, comes around or in the bible, "you reap what you sow".....Pretty much, it's expectant.

But...life?....damn...the other four letter word.  When a person is doing right, going to work, school, always putting their kids first, you don't do drugs or alcohol, you pray, you love thy neighbor, you honor thy mother and father, and you try to be the best person GOD meant for you to be.  Then, despite all of that, devil has you on string like a marinette puppet, pulling you in directions that you can't control.  Therefore, the devil tries to wrap you around his finger.  Tight and secure.

On the other hand, folks who knowingly do wrong; such as, drinking and drugs, not doing right by their kids, poisoning their communities by selling drugs, beat their significant others, demean their significant other, abusive towards their kids, sexual deviants in society, and losing their faith.  With all of that, and perhaps not true for everyone, they attain so much more than the average-imma-going-to-right-thing person.

Just now on Facebook, some told me not to give up. I never been the type to bend over for anyone, especially the devil. Yet, though, I'm getting tired. Not just mentally tired, but emotionally tired.  My heart and soul is getting tired of the BULLSHIT. 

I've always been a strong person.  I wrote this last night in my status on Facebook, I said, "it's not what a strong woman is, but what a strong woman does" (I said that).  Anyone can coin that term for herself, but if she don't go out and proactively do something about it, then its just a word.  Yes...I am doing something about it.  The further I go with my goals the more obstacles I endure while others are living it up without working for it.

I'm telling you life is cruelly unfair.....So tomorrow morning, I will be sure not to ever walk through life without my vaseline.  Just in case it give me another unfair blow.