Well, it has been forever since I've posted anything.

These past months have been a roller coaster. Lots of ups, downs, and the occational spin-out. I've dealt with a lot and have become a much stronger person. I am back to my old self, with some improvements. I am finally putting myself first.

Lots of times things come to us when we least expect it. And that is what happened. Thanks to a certain someone, I've realized that I am worthwhile and I deserve so much more than what I had. And now, I have it. I am so happy, I didn't even know this was possible.

I've also been taking care of a couple of friends lately. It's so good to see them growing from their experiences and becoming stronger people for what they've been going through.

There are still things about myself that I'm working on, but I worry that some of those things just won't go away. They are things that I'll have to battle as they come for as long as they continue, but it's okay, because I have the strength to do it on my own and the support in case I can't.

I honestly don't know my reason for posting this, just wanted to write out how happy I am. For the first time in, who knows how long, I feel a genuine happiness. It's surreal.