Well, here we are again, another Christmas. I don't really post blogs anymore because the people that need to know about my life already know about it, but what the hell, might as well.

Things have changed a ton this year. I barely recognize who I am when compared to a year ago. I've learned what it means to be truly happy and loved unconditionally.

I lost touch with lots of friends this year. I'm not happy about it, but everything happens for a reason. Maybe those people didn't think I was important enough to stick through my hard times with, and if that's the case, then I'm grateful. I don't need to be a convenience friend to anyone. Those that I've remained friends with, I truly am grateful. I have some of the best friends that a girl could ask for and I wouldn't give any of them up.

Love found its way to me. It was a fluke and I'm lucky it came. It took me out of a very dark and scary place and has helped me become stronger. I even look in the mirror sometimes, which I never used to do. Thank you bebe.

I survived school, somehow. Now I only have a year and a half left, then I'll be teaching your kids!! Haha. Scary thought, I know, but I love doing it. I am very excited for my future, finally. I have someone who supports me and my goals and I am so thankful. I can't wait for what's coming next.

I can't wait for what this new year will bring. Even though I've been very stressed out this holiday season, I know it'll be great because I get to spend it with the people I love and the people that love me. Because I finally understand true love, love that doesn't make sense, love that risks it all, love that doesn't quit.

Happy Holidays everyone.
Be safe.