i feel i got it. 
i feel i have a heightened intuition.

at times tho...i lose da signal...n am lost.  n i search within my soul for it.  am patient, i don't eva lose that...n when i do...i quickly recognize it n bring myself bac.  

i don't live with regrets, i live wit many lessons learned, n many more to come.  mental mistakes happen in da blink of an eye...some, make us pay more than others.  i still take chances tho, risks & sacrifice.  n i don't think it twice...i sense, process n react.  

i've neva been afraid of growth, mentally, spiritually...i followed my gut.  a lot of people doubted me, left my side...but wut i realize is, it wasn't about me, it was about them.  they had no sense of direction.  i look around, i listen...i watch...n there's a lot of lost direction, misguidance. 

who am i to blame, or judge anyone witout it tho.  it's jus that da sharper my senses got, da clearer it became that others lacked it.    

how far does one have to fall into a hole, before they realize da light, is up, not down.

me...i had to grow up QUICK, at a young age.  n while moms was working 3 jobs, it was my senses that lead n kept me in a positive direction.  a productive direction.  

that feeling u get/ have....trust it....if u hang on thoughts, longer than needed....u don't trust it.  empower yaself...ya sense of direction. 

it might, jus might...lead u to a bettah place.
1luv.J.U.

"I think what motivates people is not great hate, but great love for other people."
Huey Newton