This has been a long time coming.. and I'm half-awake at this point and pretty unprepared in what I'm about to type out, so I apologize in advance.

I am absolutely mentally exhausted right now. I'm trying to work things out with my family, and trying to get back on track, with medical situations, financial, personal, educational, you name it. I've been laying pretty low, in the past month I have only been outside a total of four times without my family.

Right now, I have a lot on my plate. I don't need dramatic things from my past continually surfacing.

Whoever is in the Jamestown gossip mill, go ahead and talk about me as much as you want. Just don't put my name with Andy or Lee. I'm just pretending that they don't exist. I'm hoping they do the same toward me.

I'm not going to continually defend myself. They both know what they did wrong, I know what I did wrong. I'm not going to have everyone in town picking sides and creating Hell. It's done and it's over with. I am no longer connected to either of them.

I walked away from both of them because the relationships were either extremely abusive and traumatic (Andy) or just full of drama from friends and family (Lee). I don't want to deal with any more trauma, rumors, or lies.

So if anyone else walks up to me to confront me about something that was supposedly said or done, I'm just going to walk away, and not going to say a word. Don't expect a reaction. I've been trying to be mature and tell everyone the truth toward everything, but apparently that always backfires.

Now if anything else is said or done, don't come looking for or blaming me. I'm stepping away from all of it.

Rachie.