yo wassup,this blog thing has changed and i cant make my letters big ugh. too small. my mother's birthday today, mine tomorrow we are 56 and 36. i was her 20th birthday present whether she wanted me or not. this month is bringing alot of changes in a big way. some hard-hitting cultural indians have come into my life over the last summer. walk light and carry a pipe. yeah so it's dope to have the ceremonies in my life. i'm so gratefull for that. alot of people don't have access to these beautiful teachings. it is my birthright, but there are many whose birthright it is and who haven't been able for what ever reason to sit in a sacred sweatlodge or in a pipe ceremony or or or. there is so much to the culture. i never want to take it for granted. so many do, it enrages me to witness it daily.choosing the simple path is not easy. money isn't always there as the people's priorities aren't straight. it's impossible to work full time serving the people and pay the bills. it's such a strain. i have invested soo much into my radio show it's ridiculous. there's so much competition, gangster tribalism and jealousy to contend with. it makes for such a long hard climb up the mountain.i am climbing rock steady and will be the one who can stand at the peak and reap the benefits. the sun gleaming the ancestors singing the air clean seen