Well Im here in this preputial circle we call life... like a hamster in a wheel... I have lost the love of my life and feel so empty inside. at times like this I wish there was a pill or a spell i could have to make things better. I honestly just want it all to stop, I'm so tired of not pleasing anyone in my life.. Im always just a big fuck up.. I am so smart but i have no direction and purpose in life.. I lost my compass a long time ago. The only thing i know what to do is cry and i cant its like i have no soul.... empty just so empty. my friends don't really care i just piss them all off... Im so in-debt with no path out.. I used to be so full of life and love and everything just went my way.. but as time has gone on i have lost so much so many people in my life so many key components to a happy life to a beautiful day. Every time i try to stand on something it just crumbles beneath me and i fall into a dark void hole.. I'm in a place in my life where the sun will never rise again.... it has set for the last time and darkness has come upon me like a cold winter night dark, cold, lonesome and empty, maybe as i walk though this dark part i will find a warm place to rest my head and take shelter. all i ask is for god to give me strength