apparently ive decided the latter.

1: lonngg homework assignment, which involves me traipsing all over the NASA website looking for answers like its a game of informational hide and seek.
3: final exams (2 of which are ,horrendeously, cumulative), upon which the goal of my getting at least a 3.5 gpa, and perhaps a much needed scholarship, is hinged.
10: planets and moons i need to pretend i give a shit about.
800: years worth of western history i need to get myself aquainted with. 
all due/taking place early nxt wk.

and what do i find myself doing as the first act of the weekend? catching up w/ friends? no. drinking? no. studying? pff.. lol.. no.

i am standing over a hair filled sink in the bathroom because ive had yet another one of my scissor itching moments, horrified by the initial outcome of once again giving in to such impulses.

i dont think i should be allowed near scissors.