In Case Of Winter

We are living in a cold time. Hearts are cold. The streets are cold. My fellow and me have found it hard to feel Christmas when all around us we listen to hateful words come to life. Was it the posttraumatic of past hurt? I kept the since that one day we could make it better for our kids. I told this young lady around my age of how I was planning to raise my children own my own meaning home school and the teachings of life lessons such of these would be astronomy onto Islam. I want to learn the Quran, I read of how all colors came from the darker people. I read of how our homeland being Africa and that being Mankinds birthplace and Origin so we as black people are therefore the original humans.

Society is an Illusion I have grown to call The Trap. A program design to hold the mind captive within drugs, sex, violence and lies. The purpose of it I dont understand. Some have come to believe it is made to hold down that black nation until we summit into something called poverty or either kill each other off. I seen one brother kill another. They call this murder. The television is a brain washer. Hey I know its hard to believe but break it down and analyze my brotherT.V GuideProgram. The truth is that magic box you stair at so hard is in fact the devils greatest weapon. As children it was our intro to lust, lies and greed.

I got a questionDo you believe in UFOs? Well today I watched a special on UFOs and the mystery of it just boggles my mind. I sometimes wish very much that my body could take Flight like a ship off to distant galaxies in the universe. Better yet I would love it more if you shot me in one direction so maybe one day Ill reach the end and die with that one untold known to me. Do you really believe it goes on forever? I mean really. I just feel everything has an end. I cant really grasp the reality of endless matter.

I take a ride with imagination to discover new thing and uncover boundaries of mystery. Im so much different from the average. I stand out as abnormal as one would perceive a blank stair is actually my brief connection to realitys faint heartbeat. Many prophets have predicted Allahs return around this time period when the beat of love is too slow the god will take few worthy and some will go unnoticed. Just as the good is now unnoticed the bad will go unnoticed at the time of the return. We read of a heaven waiting with all of those we saw go during our time, many of our love ones are told to be there waiting also. My brother told me that The White Light really exsist. He said that he is so proud I wasnt with him that night when this happened because we both know it was apart of the plan. I would of not been as lucky but hey it shows purpose for us both. C-Macs father passed wisdom to us buy saying, If you ever think your days are bad just try taking a day off. Its short for saying we should stop taking life for granted when others are worst off. I learned a valuable lesson. Have you?

Can I just add that I have now found a deeper side of myself? My thoughts are clearer now than ever, so maybe if you read you will understand. And if your opinions are negative I since a need for maturity of soul. If you get me, spread you thoughts on my attention and express your opinion.