So my grandpa passed away this morning and right before my mom woke me up to tell me i had this dream that my grandpa was calling me on the phone and he told me Happy New Year and that he loved me very much and that I was the only one of my dads kids that had his last name and he wanted me to keep it alive and that i was special and no one in this world was like me then he said he loved me again and then we hung up and in the dream i was crying soooo hard and that was when my mom woke me up to tell me that he had passed away this mornings.....i don't know how many times i have to learn this lesson but seriously just spend time with the people you love whenever you can because i didn't see him very often and of coarse now i just wish i could have been there at least one more time to say bye and that i loved him.