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Current mood:  sad Category: Romance and Relationships
And so I could never imagine finding myself here, and it is four years later. Four years of love and laughter, happiness like I could never imagine and sadness that nearly breaks my heart. What does one do when they find themselves in my shoes? Scream to the mountaintops ... or cry in the valleys?
It all began a lifetime ago, and then someone decided how our lives should be lived. And that choice cause me to go down a path I would never have entered. And that path ended at a cliff. I didn't jump over that cliff, but I did fall down and found myself on a terrace with no way to get back to where I needed to be.
Then he came back, and he rescued me. His loving arms lifting me back from the abyss I had somehow found myself in. And he opened the same eyes that had somehow forgotten to see from the pain and despair they had witnessed. Those same eyes that had gazed at him lovingly so many years ago, before that decision was made.
The decades have changed us both so much, and yet we are still the same inside ... those dreamy teenagers that once thought life held such promise. Before the baggage that comes with so many years apart. The things that will forever keep us separate.
And now the one who will forever hold my heart can be but my best friend, and I his. So much holding us together, so much that will forever keep us apart. So many things that just cannot change, no matter what we wish.
Happy 4th anniversary of finding each other again, buddy. Pandora's Box is a mixed blessing, isn't it?
I Love You
Becky
7:07 AM
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