i've known that for years... but funny how i don't heed my own advice

i'm done investing my emotions and time into situations (and induviduals) in which i don't get the same in return. there are far too many people that i come across in life who are willing to accept what i give, and also offer the same to me in return; and even knowing this i still (almost every damn time) push and push thinking that "one day" i'll miraculously get what i'm hoping for from that "one person"... hell, maybe that's the exact reason why i strive so hard for them in the first place; and that much optimism isn't necessarily what'll get you what you're hoping for...

so yeah, moral of the story, that excess time and emtion that i invest into "you people", will now be savored for those who will appreciate it...

everyone has something to offer, and sometimes there are just people who don't want it... there is nothing wrong with that, it just makes those who actually do (want it) that much more cherished... right?

and ps... eve didn't eat an apple... it was most likely a date or a pomegranate, (which were native to mesopotamia, or modern day Iraq) at the time... so who the fuck started saying it was an apple? damn pretentious renaissance artists that's who... psh.