I was given this script as an Oceanographer.  The mere sight of the nine pages and the jargon that I was unfamiliar with lead me to eat a ton of chocolate almonds, chips, ice cream and well a lot more.....

My stomach started to hurt, then I told myself well I'll keep the sheet with me and memorize some of it -- all of it would be impossible!!!

I started finding the words in the dictionary, moreover, it would no longer be a foreign language -- I felt elated..!!

What was going on?? OMG -- My mind has been telling me to start studying again -- Nothing has felt right!!   Nothing -- All though I do love appearing at venues/clubs and getting paid for it -- It seemed that there was no purpose in my life. My mind felt dormant. I forgot who I was. I went to University? I studied languages? I've been studying acting for five years? What I thought I was a model who just got offered roles....

It's so weird how your mind tells you GO BACK TO SCHOOL, START STUDYING AGAIN, FOCUS -- but you shut it out -- there's always an excuse.

What was I thinking. THIS SCRIPT IS AMAZING, it challenges me and it's completely out of my realm.

I've pretty much got everything memorized!! I'm studying with my acting coach tomorrow.

WOW --ONCE FEAR IS ELIMINATED-- ONCE YOU TAKE THAT CHANCE THAT YOU NORMALLY WOULD RATIONALIZE INTO NOT DOING IT, ONCE YOU OVERCOME YOUR FEAR -- THE REWARD IS INSURMOUNTABLE ----GO FOR IT!!