so i dont know if this happens to anyone else but ive seen a trend thats been rather disturbing and really makes me wonder sometimes...im the kind of person that actually calls people, that tries to keep in touch with friends and be cool with everyone, just because i care like that and more and more im seeing people never return my calls, never reply to my messages, and even stop talking to me period/take me off their friend/buddy list, and a few even block me.  does that sound right, or even normal?  where is the love that we are called to?  what ever happened to loving people as you were loved...it seems that more and more i have to remind myself that christ is the center of my life, and i do these things because he loves when i cant; i am the way i am at this time because that is how he chooses me to be.  i have to remind myself that because no one else cares it doesnt mean that the one doesnt.  being on the narrow road is a lonely road, its not my heart thats beating here, that died a long time ago, its times like these i cant let someone get the best of me. triumph is born out of adversity, faith is the alchemist.  in order to paint the most beautiful pictures you need to use some of the darkest colors.