some of you may have heard this before, either this particular recorded version or live with a band. this version is the only one where i play a synth solo. when done live, i either forgo it or ask someone else to solo (sax, guitar, whatev) since i have to keep playing the piano parts underneath.
it seemed like a good time to post this. it's different than the body of work that i have posted here on my myspace page. it still seems like such a new song to me, but i forget that i actually wrote this toward the end of 2006. i recorded this with my friend eric vincent of studio curve dominant in april 2007.
'butterfly nets' also marked the beginning of a new musical branch that i've since decided to follow from time to time. well, it's not really new--i suppose i've just decided to return to it every now and then.
at live shows, i like to refer to this song as the most upbeat-sounding song about depression you're likely to hear.
it is semi-autobiographical.
(for my non-u.s., non-u.k. friends, a bit of reference for you: you don't hear it as much these days, but at least among older generations, there is a saying that if you were crazy, mentally deficient, or just considered to be of "feeble mind," the men in white coats would come and take you away with butterfly nets--basically, to put you in a mental asylum or institution. for a pictorial representation, click
here and scroll down to picture #2, entitled "to catch a feeb." when i performed this in switzerland, i was told that the analogous situation there was the "yellow car." or was it "yellow truck"?)
(all keyboards and vocals: anam; guitar, bass, drum programming, production: eric.)
lyrics are provided below for your ease and enjoyment.
peace and love to you all, friends.
-- a
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butterfly
nets
anam
owili-eger © 2006-2007.
i met you
in an alley
you were
choking on a cigarette
looked
into your shining eyes
dismissing
every slight regret
slender as
a minaret
piercing
the cerulean sky
i let you
learn my secrets
before i
could wear my grim disguise
99 percent
of the time you think i feel fine
but you
don't know the half of what is running through this head of mine
i can't find
my way through my head
i feel my
heart fall into the sea
i think
you ought to watch where you tread
unless you
want to lose yourself with me
we were
falling into madness
as i rose
into my hidden skin
you knew
this day would come
and made
me promise that i'd let you in
but one
day much to your chagrin
my
disposition soon succumbed
to all the
days of shades of gray
and
feelings i'd been running from
99 percent
of the time you think i feel fine
but you
don't know the half of what is running through this head of mine
i can't
find my way through my head
i feel my
heart fall into the sea
i think
you ought to watch where you tread
unless you
want to lose yourself with me
so i
invite you to crawl inside my head
don't
worry it's safe--i'm not medicated yet
i hope you
find some solace there
before
they come and take us away with butterfly nets
the men in
white coats come and take us away with butterfly nets (x2)
when the
dark star's calling
my heart
will start beating so fast
and the
mercury keeps on falling
until my
last breath has passed
oh, that
dark star keeps on calling
and my
heart will start beating so fast
and the
mercury will keep on falling
until my
last breath has passed
my last
breath has passed
my last
breath has passed
my last
breath has passed
99 percent
of the time you think i feel fine
but you
don't know the half of what is running through this head of mine
like what
if i had a ticket to baghdad
i think
about the last thought that my granddad had
i miss my
grandmother so much and so bad
and wonder
if one day like her i'll go mad
i can't
find my way through my head
i feel my
heart fall into the sea
i think
you ought to watch where you tread
unless you
want to lose yourself with me
so i
invite you to crawl inside my head
don't
worry it's safe--i'm not medicated yet
i hope you
find some solace there
before
they come and take us away with butterfly nets
the men in
white coats come and take us away with butterfly nets (x3)
the men in
white coats come and take us away
come and
take us away, come and take us away
every
single fear that you ever had
and
terrors that you never knew
uprooted
every single dream that you
ever hoped
would one day come true
so i
say...
na na na
na...oh oh.
na na na na...oh oh.
don't need
anything anymore
don't want
anything anymore
don't know
anything anymore
why don't
you love me anymore?
don't need
anything anymore
don't want
anything anymore
don't know
anything anymore
anything anymore
except:
don't
worry it's safe--i'm not medicated yet
come on
in, come on in, come and crawl inside my head
don't
worry it's safe--i'm not medicated yet (x3)
not yet