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it's my fault you see
you never learned that much from me
It is a well-established fact that I generally choose not to keep close company. I don't know or cannot recognize if this is because of a personality fault, a amalgamation of learned behaviors, shitty luck, drugs, neurotransmitters malfunctioning, disfunctioning, or nonfunctioning. Doesn't fucking matter... choice e; All of the above. Somehow, meaningful "interpersonal relationships"* are an integral part of a normal North American social pattern. This is normal. It is healthy. It is good.
Social Deviance can either be a welcome and productive mutation or, more likely if you ask Mother Nature, lethal.
Last time I went out to coffee with someone...
I think the last time I went out to coffee (or the social equivalent) with someone was simply a cover and the least sketchy way of handing someone $1000 so I don't get shot or stalked or, worse yet, ignored.
Occupational Hazard.
It's getting to the point where answering my phone makes me angrier than the weather channel. It rings and I feel like a waitress having to listen to Sweet Home Alabama one more fucking time.
"Come on baby, we're like two peas in a pod..."
"That's not it. Two feet in a shoe maybe. We aint goin anywhere."
I used to hate the sound of cooks scraping a metal grill, but I have learned to love it, mostly because it carries news of closing time. Something has got to make me go home. No one taught that to me yet.
My pain and Pleasure Principles have been altered so dramatically that being sure of whether or not I like or hate something is beyond me. Let's just say that sometimes I'm donating blood more for me than to help anyone. Either way...awkward for the nurse.
5:12 AM
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