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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 34
Sign: Aquarius

City: London, England
Country: UK
Signup Date: 4/30/2006

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Sunday, July 13, 2008 

The last couple of weeks all I've heard is Spanish. In the centre of town, in Wood Green, in Muswell Hill, in Westbourne Grove, in Camden. Every time someone walks past me, they are speaking Spanish.

Yesterday my girlfriend and I got the bus from Muswell Hill to Angel, and sitting on the top deck of the bus were two girls who spent the journey chattering away in Spanish for 40 minutes. They looked Ecuadorian. Waiting for the bus home five hours later, some Bolivians or Peruvians wandered past, dragging suitcases. None of the Spanish-speakers seem to come from Spain - judging by accents and vocabulary, they are from Latin America - Mexico, Peru, Colombia. Ten years ago, no-one in London spoke Spanish. When I heard someone utter a Spanish word in public, I would excitedly rush up to them and start chatting away; now I don't bother.

Theoretically, as someone of Argentine extraction, who speaks Spanish, I should be pleased at all the Castellano that I hear, but I'm not. I resent it. My life is always neatly compartmentalised and Spanish felt like my secret language that I only heard and spoke when I was in Buenos Aires, visiting my dad. But the walls have come tumbling down and now I hear Spanish in London and English in Buenos Aires. I don't feel special anymore. Boo hoo. Also, all the Latinos in London speak much better Spanish than me. Damn it.

The world is so much smaller nowadays. The internet and cheap air travel mean that places that were once distant and remote are now just one more stop on the global traveller's agenda. As a teenager, no-one I knew had ever been to Argentina. Now it seems like every Gap Year traveller has been to Recoleta and Iguacu, eating Dulce de Leche and Empanadas.

I'm not quite as adventurous a traveller. At the moment I hardly seem to get out of London. I was watching one of those awful "ten best places in the UK to buy property" programmes on telly and as the smug hosts showed us around York and Cheltenham and wherever, it occurred to me that it been years since I've been anywhere English. Because London isn't really English anymore. It's a metropolitan world capital, with all the benefits and drawbacks that entails. And I like it. I like eating thai cuisine in a restaurant full of Nigerians. I like going to carnivals with Australians, listening to Japanese bands. But I do miss England sometimes. I want to see open fields and mock-tudor houses and drink tea in little tea-houses. I want something other than pressing myself into someone's armpit on The Tube. So my hope for the next few months is to get myself out of London and see if England still exists. Given that it requires a massive effort for me to even leave the flat, it's probably a bit ambitious.

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Andy
Andy Johnson

 
I'm confused...I can hear people talking English outside - does that mean I'm in Buenos Aires? I should phone work and tell them I may be a bit late on Monday morning.
 
Posted by Andy on Sunday, July 13, 2008 - 11:33 AM
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themanwhofellasleep

 
I don't mind that no-one actually speaks English in London anymore. I was just musing that the barriers in my mind (between home/abroad, london/buenos aires) are crumbling down and I resent it more than I should.
 
Posted by themanwhofellasleep on Monday, July 14, 2008 - 1:05 PM
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Andy
Andy Johnson

 
I love accents. I have a friend from work from Jamaica who every now-and-then puts on a very thick Jamaican accent (usually when she wants to pretend she's not being too bright in a mildly racist Uncle Tom's Cabin kinda way) and it just makes me go weak at the knees, much as Naomie Harris's character in Pirates of the Caribbean - Dead Man's Chest, Tia Dalma, did.

I find people talking in other languages fascinating. When I overhear people on buses and in the street, it just makes me wish I could understand them. I find it bizarre though that some people get outraged that people dare to speak their native language in this country...."why don't they speak English!! They should learn the language if they come over here" etc. Why do they feel so threatened by it? Are they paranoid that people are talking about them and they don't even realise? It would be understandable if those same people made any effort to learn another language when they go on holiday. It seems Imperialism and the thought that the world belongs to England still beats in the hearts of too many people.

One of the saddest things I experienced was all the effort I put into learning Czech for a holiday in Prague was wasted; all the locals refused to speak Czech when they realised I was English (and yes, they could tell just by looking - pasty skin, tattoos, and relatively large amounts of money to spend). In the end, I gave up and forgot everything I'd learned by the end of the holiday, simply through lack of practice. The experience did open my eyes to one thing though, and that is you can tell where someone is from just by their mannerisms whilst paying for the bill in a restaurant. Germans will quibble over every detail, Americans will smile effusively at the waiter then furiously debate amongst themselves who had what before leaving in a huff and Brits will either look confused when they try to understand that tipping is customary or go over the top and leave a week's wages whilst talking loudly and slowly to the waiter when he speaks better English than they do.

If you want resentment over barriers crumbling, look into the eyes of a Czech. Exceptionally hard-working, friendly people, but you can see in their eyes they have a genetic memory of life under the boot of Nazis, Russians and now tourists.
 
Posted by Andy on Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - 5:53 PM
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luciana
luciana Bacigalupo

 
I feel a bit the same with inglish in my city.
Iam shure that in the circle of friends the fact that you know spanish is something that is unique and in some way defines you.Anyway is somethig that happend to me a lot.
I know that you have an inner fight (aaaaah, bueeeno) between the idea of what London has to looks (or how it looked wen you where a child) and how it actually looks and now it hears defferent.
Your secret lenguage is now descovered by other people... I tell you , you will allways have your not-knolleage-in-spanish friends in with you ego can trust!.
Los bajos instintos pueden ser saciados a muchos niveles con los amigos...
 
Posted by luciana on Sunday, July 13, 2008 - 9:56 PM
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themanwhofellasleep

 
Tenes razon!
 
Posted by themanwhofellasleep on Monday, July 14, 2008 - 9:02 AM
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Leila

 
Hey, good luck escaping.
 
Posted by Leila on Monday, July 14, 2008 - 9:03 AM
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