Bob is on the radio, my candles are lit, the nag champa, and sweet chiba are burning.  The conditions are perfect.  My brain is running a million miles an hour lately.  I have goals.......big ones, but trying to stay focused on my goals, maintaining the tools that I have, that are so neccessary for my goals to be achieved, and trying to cope with a lingering depression are becoming to much for my brain to handle.  It's wearing me down.  However, there have been many things in the last week that have led me to today's realization.  One of the things I've discovered in the last week, is that something that makes me feel the best as a person, is accomplishing a goal, doing something, anything that positively affects my life.  Anything that brings happiness to those around me, those I care about, those that enter into my life.  I've discovered that I like being that person.  It makes me feel good.  It helps me get to where I want to be, which in turn, enables me to help give the people in my life the happines they deserve.  Getting to the point (sorry I ramble), in order to do those little things everyday, the things that eventually snowball into the process I rambled on about, I have to make some changes in my life.........serious changes.  I don't know if the stars have aligned with the third nebulii in the snorf galaxie or what, but for some reason, I KNOW the conditions are perfect, today, to make these changes.  So I'm afraid I won't be as frequent of a visitor on here.  Big things are about to happen. 

M. fricken W. A.

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost