Death Of My Romance

 
I gave you my love, I showed you I cared
But how unfortunate for me, your love wasn't sincere
I thought you were mine, you showed affection for me
How foolish I was, I was so blind to see

 That behind that candid smile, and those chocolate brown eyes
You held truer intentions, ones I'd come to despise
My friends left and right, all tried to tell me
The truth of the matter, that you were just using me

But I did not listen, I ignored every word
When they told me the truth, I said "I love her."
Now I sit here alone, wondering what on earth I was thinking
My love is a boat, that is rapidly sinking

 You made me believe that you honestly cared
Your web was designed to painfully ensnare
Where once my heart dwelt, where it once was whole
Is now ever so vacant, a gaping black hole

Because you weren't the first you see
A long line of dryads have long since used me
I am but a toy, to be played with and discarded
Over and over again, am I that damn retarded?

 But now I know better than to say how I feel
My feelings endeavored with so much zeal
Love can't be true as far as I am concerned
For I doubt I can be loved and love in return

Heart cracked loudly with the sound of thunder
Adoration now buried, feelings broken asunder
All intimate thoughts pushed out of my mind
My true love I'm certain, I will never find

And now the death of my romance rings true to this day
Love is but a fucked up game we all play
When feelings die out, when hearts turn to stone
I'll realize my destiny is to be alone