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Last Updated: 11/28/2009

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City: LOS ANGELES
State: California
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009 
Sometimes I feel so uncomfortable I don’t know what to do with myself. It seems unexplainable, although I have a feeling it happens for a reason. Sometimes there’s just an uncontrollable urge to weep. Sometimes something really obvious happens and I just react to it. But today nothing has really dramatically happened, but I feel really uncomfortable in my own skin. Like there is something wrong, although I’m not really sure that there is. Just the feeling of discomfort and the impulse to want to explain it.
A whisper of dark in a full dark room.
M.
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Chrissy

 
That sounds like the feeling just before a revelation occurs - those 'aha!' moments that ring with clarity.
 
Posted by Chrissy on Wednesday, October 28, 2009 - 8:25 PM
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sugar

 
unbeleivable..i feel the same way!!! Life is good and i'm bummed..maybe some cooler weather will turn us around!!xooxo
 
Posted by sugar on Sunday, November 15, 2009 - 1:24 AM
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Hidden Stars Photography

 
Write a song about it.  Even if it's just for a couple hours.  You probably need some kind of cathartic event to help you relax. 
 
Posted by Hidden Stars Photography on Sunday, November 15, 2009 - 1:24 AM
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TRICIA
Patricia L Whisler

 
I have been through this myself.  I know this feeling well. You try very hard to fight it but, to know prevail it still sweeps over you so strong that it cann't be ignored!  I hate it when this happens to me.
 
Posted by TRICIA on Sunday, November 15, 2009 - 1:30 AM
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Martha

 
I can relate and recently wrote a blog about it myself. Sort of like a "calm before the storm" feeling, almost like I know something is fixing to happen but in a weird uncomfortable way. Intuition is a great thing but sometimes I wish I could turn it off.
 
Posted by Martha on Sunday, November 15, 2009 - 1:30 AM
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Jessica

 
I know what you  mean by feeling depressed yet nothing has happened.  Just be happy and pray.  Maybe God will help you with what you are feeling.  Also be near friends so you won't be sad all the time.  I hope you feel happy again.
 
Posted by Jessica on Saturday, November 28, 2009 - 3:36 AM
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Lori

 
Since this is the first time I've ever left a comment on one of your blogs, hopefully you won't think to yourself, "Oh, GOD. This woman's a nut. Please go away."

What you were talking about here seems very much like what I feel...quite often, actually. Have you ever considered the possibility that what you're feeling may not be something you yourself are conciously causing? Maybe during these uncomfortable days you're just more open or susceptible to the energies around you. More "psychically aware," I guess you could say. When you feel like there is something wrong even though you may not know what it is, it could be that, while there may not be anything going on your life at that time, maybe there's something going on elsewhere in the world that you could be picking up on. The frustrating part, though, is that you'll probably never find out what it is. It's uncomfortable and unnerving, but it fades eventually. And who knows? You could be right...maybe these feelings are happening for a reason. Maybe it's just the universe giving you a nudge and saying, "Hey, pay closer attention!"

Have you heard of Automatic Writing? Maybe doing that will bring you a few of the answers you're looking for.

Thoughts to ponder.

Take care.
Lori

 
Posted by Lori on Saturday, November 28, 2009 - 3:38 AM
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Maricet

 
Welcome this. 
The cleansing of the soul... 
It opens you to the fresh and new and lets the old go.

Bless your heart and the future that awaits you. 

Lovingly, Maricet

 
Posted by Maricet on Saturday, November 28, 2009 - 3:38 AM
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rudy
rudy estillore

 
it's human instinct...intuition...somethings cannot be explained...but somethings happen for a reason beyond our own consciousness...you're only being human...i get that sense alot...many people say it is being insecure with yourself...others say its just instinct...you may also be experiencing anxiety...i get that alot too...trying to find the words is hard too...i'm not a psychologist or psychiatrist...but i know when something is wrong...doesn't seem right...you want to say something but it just doesn't come out right...what i try to do is write it down in a poem...epic story...or lyrics...you're a song writer too...it helps when you write things down on paper...all the best to you mark...stay well...live well and stay cool...

 
Posted by rudy on Wednesday, December 16, 2009 - 7:31 PM
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rudy
rudy estillore

 
and i also want to add...try going to church...i'm a catholic and deeply religious in the faith i follow the lord in guidance...salvation...and way of life for my well-being...the lord will shine upon you if you seek him through prayer...

 
Posted by rudy on Wednesday, December 16, 2009 - 7:34 PM
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