Hey again everybody!
 
Just got back in after training n thought id finish this blog in two parts...this being the second.
Soo yes as i was saying before all things music are zip gone nada and done for in regards to my involvment with and the odd thing is i feel so much better about this whole situation...funny, i thought id be upset about not playing music all the time but in actual fact everything has come full circle; by that i mean im back where i am all those years ago when i decided to pick up a guitar because of an injury but now it's like ive fucked off the distraction that is music to persue what ive always loved and that is the ever evolving art of combat.
Never realised how much i missed the art untill i emersed myself in it once again with no distraction and with the vic championships coming up im feeling like im at the top of my game.
i apologise if anyone had any massive belief or hope for/ in me in terms of the world of music but you have to understand that i was a fighter before i was muso and i guess this is the prime example that i always will be a fighter and never a real muso...im probably rambling but i dont care obviously if your reading up to here you obviously either care about what i say and think or you just need a better way to spend your time lol.
but to be honest its not like i hated music or anything like that its just that little thing in the back of my head always creating an itch for fighting, whenever i picked up a guitar, whenever i had to sing or trying to write some music this little itch would keep picking at me telling me i had no place here...odd, i know but its a feeling i always had and i guess thats a big reason why i never really gave a shit about anything to do with music but pretended i always did. perfect 5ths, rhythmic dictation, minors, majors blah blah blah blah blah lol man that shit gets taxing.

*sigh* But i guess what are you gunna do eh?

so anyway thank you all for reading and iguess ill update soon with my feelings thoughts and yada yada yada lol about everything but untill then...

JYA!!!

Dai