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Noah Vargas


Last Updated: 11/29/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 16
Sign: Taurus

State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/11/2006
June 25, 2009 - Thursday 
So lately my time has been weird for me.
Everything I do takes forever, but then at the same time specific events seem like they happened today, and stuff that does happen that day seems months away.

And lately my dreams have been months long. Like the timespan between the beginning to end can be an entire school year, or something like that
and it's freaky
I am sleeping a lot, but no more than I did on weekends during school.
so idk
it's weird
Rebekah :)
Rebekah Nand

 
That's pretty odd. Weird in a bad way, or weird in a way that's not really bad, just different?
 
Posted by Rebekah :) on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 6:30 AM
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Beau
Noah Vargas

 
kinda bad.
cos like I don't know when I did something unless I did it specifically on that date and I knew it was on that date
like we were at a birthday party for my bro and at the end of the day I thought it was two days before
when I mentioned it my parents were like, "that was this morning" and probably thought I was on drugs

 
Posted by Beau on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 6:42 AM
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Rebekah :)
Rebekah Nand

 
Oh I'm sorry. Things have been like that for me too. Like for a while now. It's kind of annoying when you think something happened like a week ago when it really happened like a few hours ago. Like that's kind of been happening to me for a few months, but it's happened a lot more this month. Like this month is taking an eternity to go by. Can you believe it's only the 24th? But then I think about it and I'm like, "Damn, it's the 24th. It's almost July. Fuck." You know? Like it's so far through the month, but it's going by so slowly it's like....really hard to explain...
 
Posted by Rebekah :) on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 6:51 AM
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Beau
Noah Vargas

 
yeah I totally get it
but like idk, maybe it's just because my life isn't scheduled right now because schools out
I'm just doing the same stuff, staying inside everyday, so even the events that stand out could have happened any day cos nothing else happened that would keep it out of that day

 
Posted by Beau on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 6:53 AM
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Rebekah :)
Rebekah Nand

 
Yeah that's probably it. Like I stay inside all the time and do the same thing every day. It's been happening more since I stopped going for a walk every night. Like sometimes I do, but not very often. So yeah, that's probably it. You should do something interesting. Like fucking amazing.
 
Posted by Rebekah :) on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 6:56 AM
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Noah Vargas

 
yeah like I'm gonna go swimming tomorrow
that'll be cool
and I'm gonna start skating more I think...

 
Posted by Beau on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 7:06 AM
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Rebekah :)
Rebekah Nand

 
Oh okay, that's good.
 
Posted by Rebekah :) on June 25, 2009 - Thursday - 7:07 AM
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