its takin me a long time
long time
long time
its taking me a long time
a real long

they tell me i'm a bitch
but i like it that way
i use to be a girlie girl
they never use to stay
its generation bitchy girl
so baby get in line
cus all the mean girls
in the world
are setting up the crime
the boys aren't like the gentleman
the once use to be
they yell and moan
and scream at phones
they even lie to me
but now that i'm a bitchy gal
i never shed a tear
cus its the generation bitch
and bitch is even queer

imma bitch
imma bitch
and just a little of a witch
imma bitch
imma bitch
so please don't waste your wish
imma bitch
imma bitch
it's a self proclaimed life
imma bitch
imma bitch
but it's better than a wife

i use to smile at boys
and would cry at every threat
i use to bat my eyes
but its something i regret
i gave my heart to every sigh
i use to play the game
i told them that i loved them
i know its sounds so lame
i was sweet, i wore pink
i had ringlets, i would wink
i had stars in my eyes
i would never ever lie
i took orders and was pleased
and would never ever tease
i would give into the man
who would call me his woman


imma bitch
imma bitch
and just a little of a witch
imma bitch
imma bitch
so please don't waste your wish
imma bitch
imma bitch
it's a self proclaimed life
imma bitch
imma bitch
but it's better than a wife

see girls are just so wack today
they're never satisfied
they have to find another man
and it usually is mine
you have to stand up for your right
to put a bitch in line
and tell the bitchy bitchy girl
to write your own rhyme

your a bitch
your a bitch
and just a little snitch
your a bitch
your a bitch
you'll never get your wish
your a bitch
your a bitch
just a bitch without a doubt
your a bitch
your a bitch
so i'll have to knock you out

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little rhyme rap a doodle i wrote on an article i read on women born during the 1980s and 1990s. It said that most of us grew up wanting everything and getting everything so we always think we are right. It also said this attitude has bred a lot of Mean Girls and Queen Bees and most of our generation of women tear other women apart to get some type of self assurance out of it. It said that Bitch was now such a regular term to describe the bitch you hate or the bitch you praise and then they had all these examples of bitches in the media and how they are praised for the drama they cause. It said how a lot of those women are bad examples for us everyday chicas because most famous "bitches" never have to face the real consequences of being a bitch and us gals have a lot of drama to deal with if we end up shooting fire at the wrong bitch....which these days, every gal is the wrong bitch....


so is this girl power or are women de-powering themselves and others. we are we the worst at judging and tearing other girls down, steeling boyfriends and not feeling bad for the mess we've made, ruining each other's reputation which it said was a new big common thing with communication being so easy via myspace and such. being hypocritical and judging a girl for having to be a bitch and then being a major bitch to them. are we making the bitch?

i know for myself, i was saved a lot of bitch drama growing up because i was an only child. the only "bitch" i had to deal with was my catholic nun teachers and my mom. then i got a little older and got a sister who like to humiliate me in front of my new step brothers - a disrespect i never seemed to shake from them even once she was gone. then i went to middle school were i discovered some really jealous and mean girls. i was still naive at this time and would shake off any suspicious behavior with a smile, probably why i was named the "innocent." i mean, i had girls constantly trying to kiss and whatever with my boyfriend and some of them succeeded and i would just go home cry it out and then return the next day best friends with these girls until i finally actually got my heart hurt and i never looked back from that day on. i was a less of a bitch because i tended to just ignore all people in general after but if someone wanted confrontation i was never afraid to give it anymore. i remember my brother takin me trick or treating one year when i was probably in 7th ot 8th grade and him asking me what had happened to his sweet little sister.....and it was probably some crazy insecure bitch that happened to me....like i was bitten with the disease of hate in me like the movie 28 Days Later.

i guess what i'm trying to say is that i miss not being a bitch and always having to keep my guard up. what happened to letting people be and walk their own paths. everytime i think i find a friend, i find i'm actually secretly being judged by every move i make. where is the support in girls? why all the jealousy? why all the hate? wasn't trust so much fun in another girl and actually having a true best friend because i feel like every friend i get seems to get worse....less trust...less bond..

i want to spread love and trust again. im tired of being this crazy bitch inside because it isn't me. i miss the daydreamer in me. the poet in me. the lover in me. the hippie girl in me.

i know some one is probably judging all of this right now but maybe try to not...and see what happens...if you just accept someone and their ideas...

is that still possible?