the ceiling is caving in on my lungs
my smile is fading and i can't make believe anymore.
this small room is too big for my thoughts, it lets them all loose.
cradling your empty promises is too much for me now
and i don't know what to do with them.
my smile is breaking and my pulse is speeding up.
buzzing buzzing buzzing bedroom
never used.
dreams and plans all slit at the spine.
i never got to show you
everything i was so excited about.
and now it's all gone.
the grass is drying and everything else spirals away with the breeze.
forever
is a venomous word.
it melts your iron guard when first said
and bites your broken heart in the aftermath.