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I've talked to a few people, trying to wrap my head around this feeling. 2008 was much like many previous years where I ended up feeling frustrated; axious about my life and its direction. The count down to 2009 started and I felt excited but not exactly convinced, but at the moment the clock struck 12 all of that changed. It like I was inhabited by a new person; full of strength, power and confidence. Like I left a scared little boy and all of his hang-ups with in the past year and have now freed my true being. Its crazy!!!!!! I think about the happiest time of my life; the time I felt most unstoppable. I think I was about 5 or 6. Nothing could stand in my way. I didn't know insecurity, or fear, or worry. I just lived!!!! That's how I felt then and have felt everyday since. They say you grow up in fazes. That you'll experience things one way for years and then a new fazed starts where your interpretation of the experience changes. The last 6 years were most definitely a faze where growing happened. I mean, I feel like such a grown man now and like Barak said, " It time to leave childish things behind." I'm so ready and I'ma give it to ya.
12:00 AM
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