This is the road you've chosen
So it is the path you must take
You've tossed away my kindness
for others that was fake
You say nobody holds you
If I were there I'd try
I'm too far away to watch you
The distance makes me want to cry
I would gladly guide you
But my path you do not want
I'd hold back the pressure
I'd bear it all, but for what?
You stumble now alone
Perhaps looking for a friend
Travel this road you've chosen
I swear I'll be there in the end
Although you do not want me
Or at least thats what you say
Know that when you stumble
I'll be there to help you on your way
Although this path you've taken
Has pushed me far from you
Just know that Im your true friend
I'll always be there for you
My heart is torn to pieces
So I'll help you in other ways
I'll use whatever is left in me
To brighten up your days
This pressure thats building
It must disperse somehow
And if it means my leaving
I'll make my final bow
Our paths have lead us onward
In love and in our lives
Know that I am here for you
If you'd only realize
We've been together so long
Waking might seem like a chore
I'd sell my soul to hold you
If only it were once more
To show you that you're not alone
To prove waking isnt a pain
My arms could be your safest home
If only you'd love me again
If the ground does fall beneath you
I'll craft wings from my own flesh
And bestow them upon you
Just to keep you adrift
There's not much left of me my darling
It's been taken by pain and time
But whats left of me I'd give to you
If only you would be mine.



Feel better Lisa, even if it feels like you have to take a step back and situate things for yourself. Relax, work is hard, dealing with people is hard, making decisions is hard. I know you're working on yourself and that is great. I dont want you to feel like people are making you do things, or that they are expecting things from you. Even though we might be apart in distance it doesnt make a difference in how we feel about each other. I feel empty without you around, and I'm sure you feel the same, I mean, the whole time we were together did you ever feel so alone? You knew that no matter what I was there to lean on, to comfort you, to hold you, make you feel safe. Just because I cant hold you physically doesnt mean I'm not there for you. And who knows, maybe through all this you'll learn a little more about what I meant to you in the first place.