Today felt like a great day. For the first time since forever, i woke up feeling confident and self assured. However, after taking a test and a practical my ego has fallen through the floor. It's hard to say if i was over or under prepared. Don't they feel the same anyway?
Ummm...Slipping into a self-induced coma will be the choice of therapy for today. My private collection of chosen ambiguities can't rescue me. Hopefully they'll cheer me up. Today i can't go out and by a bottle of potent relief, due to being under age and in a dry county. I can however purchase some mighty fine pinks in a  bottle of 100. Now, excuse me while i go find the blissful nothingness that saves me from these emotions and myself.