Ill Write more later . . . I got a text from a friend today . .
This Morning rather
Of someone going through a breakup after a REALLY long time.
And he gave it the gool ole' college try.

My feelings on this are {Despite the things i used to bitch about on here before i grew up} . .Sometimes. Maybe . If you Truly walk away with knowing you gave it all you had. . Then you didn't really walk away at all. The connection just dissolved and that's ok because, it happens . . . But if you gave it all to your past. you have nothing to fear in the future. . . I know that now. . Im happier in life and love than i've ever been . . And It truly took a major meltdown and getting my shit (Heart) Ripped out. . and having it put back together by maybe the most wonderful person walking this earth with no hidden agenda except she looks at me the same way i look at her. . . And I'd tell you how we look at each other. . But I Can't ..Because there aren't words. . .

So in some aspects of your life. . .

As Cliche' as it is. . .

. . . Somtimes goodbye is a Second Chance . . . .

But, 

You will be OK. . . I promise. .

If you dont believe .

Just Wait. . Like I did. . .

And now I Smile everyday waking up to what i get to wake up to. .

Heres to ya friend.  . . .

. . . .

Here comes the heartache
The move out date
The excuses for my friends
Here comes the reasons i have to justify It was better in the end
Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you
And the first night sleeping alone
Here comes the hardest thing........... we've ever known.

Well I know that you're sleeping
I can always hear you breathe
Don't you think its about time that we talked?
I hear you got a bad feeling
And I Feel i do agree
And i know how hard it is to be
The easiest thing to love
And Making up will never mean enough.....

So Here comes the heartache
The move out date
The excuses for my friends
Here comes the reasons i have to justify....... It was better in the end
Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you
And the first night eating alone
Here comes the hardest thing ..........we've ever known.

You've went away for the weekend so we could figure some things out.
How the hell did it ever come to blows?
Some people find happiness .......and others are just happy to find...
One more reason not to get love or give it in return.
But No .....You cant lose fire when there is nothing left to burn.

Here comes the heartache
The move out date
The excuses for my friends
Here comes the reasons i have to justify It was better in the end
Here comes the last time I'm gonna kiss you
And the first night Drinking alone
Here comes the hardest thing we've ever known.

All i wanted to do was do what you wanted,needed.
But that never did much for me in the end.
Now all we have to do.........
 is  wait it out.

So this the heartache
This is the move out date
These are the excuses for my friends
These are the reasons i have to justify It was better in the end
This is the last time I'm gonna kiss you
And the first night being alone
THIS is  the hardest thing we've ever known