My heads what kills me
My dreaming keeps me in bed all day
Reality hits me
My head reminds me to be afraid
I take me for granted
all this capability left unchallenged
My hearts breaking
My head tells me go
Then my mined tells me to stay ( no )
(Haven't tried and already afraid
Of failing
Never even put my foot in the door
And already slamming it closed)
Try to tell me im wonderful
Try to make me believe
Ill just shut myself down
Your so much better then me
Try to tell me im beautiful
But im breaking apart
An already broken heart
No one understands me
No ones been so afraid
No ones my lonely
Yet im shore im not the only
Why em I so afraid