Do you remember writting this? " Monday, October 06, 2008 NO MORE Current mood: happy to the people that bring me down i've realised that life is short to hold self doubt so i'm living life with a smile and loving it to the people that bring me down and cast dark clouds NO MORE you see i'm better then you'll ever know and words are nothing to me just like you so say what you like do what you like because it wont get to me and then you'll see that i have a strong mind and heart you see me moving on and you cant take it because where are you going......... no where..." I may not always be on here because of work (3 jobs) and my family but I am here for you Lewis. whatever you have done, stop or get someone to help you with whatever has happened. You are loved... Stacey